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2010-05-19T22:03:00.001+08:00

Hello to whoever who is reading this. Well, my day went well only until just a moment ago. Why cant this family of mine be like those families who are really close, respect one another, and communicate with such love & care with one another. I really can't wait for those days to come. For now, I only love the days that Im alone at home or when my mum is around. Its just oh so peaceful. I really wonder what my brothers are thinking. They are the ones who should be maturely thinking. Sad to say, now it looks like i am the one thats thinking more maturely then them. Not to boast, but well, try living with me for a day. Why can't they just get married fast and get out of the house? =/ Im just oh so worried that one day, my brothers would get into a quarrel & end up getting each other physically hurt. I really pity my mum. She has endured all these years to raise us all up, helping us when we are really in need, just to know that they've turned out like this. They are just selfish not to think of her, repay all her deeds, repay for all they she has done for them. I really hope think will change, soon. *praying hard*. My mum is such a strong person, she's the most RESPECTED women! & she really deserve that. Even when she's tired, she'll cook for us(but end up, no one eating it), wash all our clothes, and now, she's holding TWO jobs to support us and herself, just because most of her savings has been used up due to . . . Haish.

SYF Central Judging of Bands

2010-04-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

Finally! The moment that PYMB and especially me have been waiting for! The Results for the Singapore Youth Festival Central Judging of Band and Im really excited about it! The results today had determined how effective our trainings were and what a NEIGHBOURHOOD school is capable of. CONGRATS PING YI MARCHING BAND! & of course to all the other bands that participated today! ((:
Wow. After the bands formed up back into SIS, they results were announced. Then the moment came. Band No. 1. . Tanjong Katong Secondary School . . . GOLD! Upon hearing that, my head was full of all the negative & confused thoughts. *THEY ONLY GOT GOLD!? OMG! DIE DIE! PING YI HOW?! OMG OMG!,etc* Then. . Band No. 2. . Ping Yi Secondary School . . . . . . . *the pause was kinda long, I clenched my fist, hoping for the best* . . . GOLD!!!!! OMG! UPON HEARING THAT, I JUMPED FROM ALL AROUND! HAHAHA! WOOHOOO!! I WAS SO EXCITED THAT I DIDNT EVEN HEAR THE REST OF THE RESULTS! TEARS STARTED ROLLING FROM MY EYES. WOW! Well, here are the full results!

Chong Boon Secondary School – Merit
Montfort Secondary School – Merit
Yuying Secondary School – Distinction
Maris Stella High School – Distinction

Tanjong Katong Secondary – Gold
Ping Yi Secondary – Gold
Bukit Panjang Government High School – Silver
Yusof Ishak Secondary – Bronze
Springfield Secondary – Bronze
Bowen Secondary – Gold With Honours
West Spring Secondary – Silver
Deyi Secondary – Gold With Honours

Best Drum Major of The Year – Deyi Secondary
Best Band of The Year – Deyi Secondary

Ping Yi Marching Band 2010

Our very own GOLD MEDAL!

SYF Central Judging Of Bands 2010

2010-04-10T06:00:00.000+08:00

So, here it is. Finally. The day that Ping Yi Marching Band, & I have been waiting for! The day that we've all trained hard for. They day that will end it all. By the end of today, the whole world will know what Ping Yi Marching Band is made of. Im sure everyone has their experience throughout this long journey which they can actually call their own. I sure have mine. And it will forever stay in my heart for the rest of my life. (: So, PYMB, put in your very best later and show the world what you're made of! Everyone is going to be there supporting you! Jia You!

MY LICENSE!

2010-01-22T21:25:00.001+08:00

YAY! IVE PASSED MY TP JUST NOW! AND IVE PASSED! IM SOSOSOSOSO HAPPY! FINALLY, MY VERY OWN LICENSE THAT IVE BEEN LONGING! Alhamdulillah.

Class 3 TP Test.

2010-01-22T08:00:00.002+08:00

Good Morning! Im feeling rather nervous now. I had trouble sleeping but still managed to sleep. Was thinking about a few stuffs actually. The slope in the circuit and the E-brake which i just learnt YESTERDAY! I asked questions about it yesterday but I FORGOT! OUCH! Its really NERVE-WRECKING! PLUS i woke up in the morning today just to know that its rainning! OH NO! Its making me even more nervous. Wasnt really expecting it to rain today. ALL THE BEST TO ME!

2010-01-20T23:34:00.002+08:00

hey people. Im back to blog yet again. Nothing much happened today. Went gym-ing with Joel, then walked around Tampines and found quite a lot of stuffs that we've been looking for! yay! haha. AndAndAnd! OMG! MY TP IS IN 2 MORE DAYS! IM REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT DESPITE NERVOUSNESS! Haha! I need all the luck I could get people! Pray hard that i'll pass my TP this fri! ((: As for now, im off to lalaland! Goodnite WORLD!

Back?

2010-01-19T23:32:00.002+08:00

Hey there. Life has been rather stressful these few days. SYF is nearing and many problems are arising. There are so many things that needs to be done but are rather not done yet. We don't have much manpower to help and most of the manpower that we have aren't experienced in teaching and doing all these SYF planning. *Seriously, Im at the verge of breaking down again* But life has to go on. I have to finish what I started. I know it's not going to be an easy feat, but Im sure Ill go thru it with the rest of the Alumnis. =)) How I wish the so-called 'veteran' Alumnis who have always been coming back to help for SYF in the last few years, when I was a student not long ago, would come back to help us out at this point of time. WHY WHY WHY! I have always believed that PYMB's Alumnis were strong and bonded. When I was a student, it feels so motivating to see all the Alumnis working together, hand in hand, to help the band out in achieving our dreams. They were the spark that lights up the band, they bring joy(and of course shit) to every of my band practice at that that time. But I know, it was for the benefit of us all. There were so many of them, all sacrificing their time, just for the band. Helping us out when we're in need. Shout at us when we're in the wrong. . . Haish. And now, everyone of them just leave. Leave without a trace. Leaving just a few of us hanging. I just wish, times like that would come again. Could that ever happen? I LOVE THE BAND. But I doubt that the members now do. I can just feel it. The moment i step into the bandroom, the aura tells it all. Is it hard to do that? I believe they all have dreams, but they dont seem determined to achieve it. Cmon PYMB! PAIN is TEMPORARY, GLORY is FOREVER! Let us all suffer now, and Ill assure you, the outcome at the end of the day would be a fruitful one! 2 more months people! PLEASEE. IM BEGGING YOU PEOPLE! I DONT WANT TO SEE PYMB GO DOWN JUST LIKE THAT, WE HAVE A REPUTATION TO UPHOLD! REMEMBER OUR MOTTO, 'CONQUER THE MIND, ACHIEVE THE DREAM!'. REFLECT.

2009-05-10T07:24:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone! If you look at the time i posted this, you might probably think, 'WHAT IS THIS GUY DOING UP EARLY IN ON A SUNDAY MORNING?' Haha. Well, let me tell you this, it actually feels good waking up in the morning. Cause that's the time when you can breathe in the fresh air outside and actually feel refreshed and ready to face the day ahead. Really. You should try it! =D Well, back to my point.

Today, I woke up with a very _________ feeling. My eyes were filled with tears, tried to hold it but couldn't help it. It just burst out. I then woke up and ran to my mum and hugged so tight like never before while tears roll down my cheeks, thinking of the dream I had just before I woke up. I was really saddening. I couldnt control my tears. They kept flowing down like a running water tap. I coughed and I vomited. I bathed and then did my prayer. Looking at the time again and again. My mum said, 'Maybe it was a message from Allah to wake up and do your prayers. Allah loves you'. I thought over it and yeah, maybe that was it. But why with that dream? I wonder.And from what I know, if the dream you had was during the day, those are actually Syaitan disturbing you. This is the second time I dreamt of family members death. The first one was dated long time ago, maybe when I was in Sec 3? Yea. I dreamt of MYSELF dead. Astaghfirullah. That was really eerie. Just a moment ago, I dreamt of my own MOTHER dead. Now you know why I woke up with my eyes full of tears.

2009-05-05T19:47:00.005+08:00

Hey everyone! What a weekend I had. Phew. Im glad its over. On Saturday was the only registration day for Anugerah auditions. I was rather surprised with the turnout. Haha. I started queue-ing at about 10am, and guess what time I reached the registration counter?! . . . . 3.20pm +++ ! OMG! My leg was like, wobbling lah. Adoi. And luckily I was no. 0741! Meaning that I get to go home, rest and change! Auditions was on Sunday. I came, and I was greeted in a very unexpected and I feel that it was rather rude. Someone(a friend) came to me and told me that if I sing that particular song that I sung, I won't have any chance of going thru the next round as what the judges said during the auditions on Saturday, and I was like WTF! In my mind, I was like, what is he trying to do? Scaring me on purpose so that I would breakdown on stage? I panicked and searched for songs in my mp3. After a long 'worldwide' search, I said to myself, ' Just go on with my current song that I prepared for the auditions'. The moment then came, I can't believe that I was going on that stage to sing in front of 3-4 storeys filled with people I don't know. And that very last moment before going on stage, Fauzie Laily talked to me for awhile and gave me an advice on singing that song. I kept that advice in mind and did my best. But. . . I didnt make it. Well, I wasn't expecting much aniwaes, so I didnt mind not going thru to the next round. I just patted myself on my shoulder for being such a brave person going up that stage for the first time in my life. =DDD Here are the photos;

I have a video too! =D

2009-04-27T16:36:00.002+08:00

ONLY ONE WORD COULD DESCRIBE YESTERDAY, 'FCUK'. That incident totally made me feel a million emotions, 'Shocked' 'WTF' 'Sad' 'Angry' 'Embarrased' 'Confused' and many more. That scene I saw yesterday was fresh in my mind and it has been bothering me the whole day today. It was like 'Snapping a photograph of a scene using a digital camera' kind of fresh. -_-" Haish. WHY?! I AM SO DAMN ANGRY! AHHH!

Today, woke up in the morning, went to work, and now I am back. That is how it has been the past few weeks. Well, at least I am making money instead of lying down on my bed everyday gaining weight. Right? . . . . CORRECT! Haha.

Have been listening to 'Movement for Rosa by Mark Camphouse' which was played by AudioImage on thier recent concert over and over again. It's so nice and inspiring.
Ahhhhh.... =))

2009-04-24T23:10:00.002+08:00

Today was indeed a great day! Enjoyed every moment of it. But someone just had to come into the picture to spoil my last few hours of the day. No wonder we cant be together. Communication just sucks. But to hell with that! Going to make my last few minutes of the day meaningful. =D

I have been thinking about a few things. But I am uncertain that Ill be able to do it soon. But I want to. Hmm... I need inspiration.

2009-04-24T06:58:00.002+08:00

Goodmorning people! Haha. Im back!(I guess). People have been bugging me these few days to blog and I told them 'I will update my blog when I feel like it'. Wahaha. Ladies, Gentlemens, Boys and Girls, I am proud to annouce that today is the day I feel like blogging! Haha. Just wanted to share with you guys how I started off my morning today.

This morning, unlike any morning, I decided to go on YouTube to watch some videos as early as 6.30am. There was this video of a cat which had then linked me to videos of Chipanzees! They are so adorable! Looking at their actions just makes me laugh(early in the morning). Haha. And Because of that, I am really looking for to going thru the rest of the day. Yayness! Never felt like this before(not that I can remember of). Haha. I feel so positive! Woohoo! Let me share with you what I have been watching a moment ago.

ENJOY!!

Another day @ WORK!

2009-02-18T20:31:00.002+08:00

Yea! U've guessed it, its all about work again! Imagine how many things can happen in less than 2 hours @ WORK. Why is all this happening? Today is about the girls again plus a manager or shud i say Supervisor(SV). The cargo came in at an average quantity. We were doing our own jobs respectively. And at this one point of time, the cargo suddenly came alot at one shot. And this SV had to come into the picture when he's actually supposed to be handling the cargo outside. He stood beside the girl who is in the station after me and had to help her by arranging the cargo on the conveyer belt. After awhile, HE HAD THE GUTS TO COME TO ME AND TOLD ME TO ARRANGE THE CARGO SO THAT THE PEOPLES AFTER ME CAN EASILY SEE AND PUSH. In my heart i was like WTF! Why must I do that? Just because there's that girl after me and that she can't affort to put in HARDWORK cause she's a girl? DOESNT HE KNOW THAT THE STATION I AM AT HAS THE MOST CARGO OUT OF ANYONE ELSE!? AND THAT I ALSO HAVE TO HANDLE THE CARGO THAT THE STATION B4 ME HAD MISSED!? Being rebelious me, i did not do what he told me to do. If HE wants to make the girl's life easier, then do it HIMSELF. I have too many things to handle. From far, he gave me that look. Well, I DONT CARE! If he's not happy, he can come to me and ill tell him the situation! If he's still not happy, i can just go off and let him do it himself. I also cannot stand the situation at work already, i dont feel like going for work already. But eventually, he didnt come to me. So, he's rather lucky. Haha. Till here for now.

Another day @ WORK

2009-02-17T20:07:00.000+08:00

To give you a rough idea of what i am going to blog about, i'll give you a hint, 'WORK'. Haha. Those of you who have read my previous post should get a better of what i am going to talk about. Ystd, at work, one of the guys just HAD TO MAKE MY MORNING 'sucky'. Now its not just the girls i am frustrated about, now there's a new addition to the menu. AhhhH!! I am sure this is not me being too serious or whatsoever. I mean, imagine this scenario, early in the morning at about 4am ++, your already soo sleepy and tired + frustrated cause you have to wake up early in the morning for work. you're in the transport(a small enclosed lorry cramped with many people), its soo hot and you have to wait for a person who hasn't come down yet.(Fyi, the sister is down but her brother hasnt, so we had to wait, like WTF rite?!) And there's this guy in the lorry who wants to ask me a question and its quite dark in the lorry(but i am sitting at the back of the lorry where the window is) all he could do was to just ask me the question without looking at me. GUESS WHAT HE DID?! He took all the trouble to take out his phone to switch on the flashlight and SHINE IT DIRECTLY IN FRONT OF MY FACE! I swear I really felt like punching him and throwing his phone out of the lorry at that point of time man!? I mean its like really unnessary man! He did not only do it once, but one more time at a later point of time! Fcuk! Moving on, at our workplace, i was sitting alone minding my own business and the guy who shone the light to my face came in. And what he did was to ask me a MILLION DOLLARS WINNING QUESTION! Fyi, since the lorry was cramped, i voluntarily took a bus into the airport from the Checkpoints. *translated to english*
Guy: Just now you took your brother's car issit?
Me: NO LAH! I wouldn't be in the lorry till the Checkpoint just now right?! I could
have ride my brother's car from home if my bro was working.
Guy: HOW WOULD I KNOW RIGHT? JUST NOW MY BROTHER SAID U TOOK UR BROTHER'S CAR IN
WHAT! I ASK SO NICELY, MUST YOU ANSWER THAT WAY?
Me: *I start talking abt how he used to reply me in that tone unnessarily.*
Guy: *Kept quiet and smile?*

Urgh! So is it my fault for replying him in that tone?

im back.

2009-02-16T16:28:00.000+08:00

hey people, I know it has really been a long time since I've updated. But as I will always say. I am a busy person now. I do have the intention to blog at times but my mind will say 'you're tired Asyraf, go and rest, don't blog'. Get what I mean? Haha. Im currently waiting for my DAE Posting Results and let me tell you this, ITS TAKING TOO LONG! I can't stand the wait! I just want to know that I have been successfully accepted to at least a poly and if not, I'll have to serve NS first. Its not that I don't want to. But its just that I want to get a diploma first before serving NS. Im afriad that Ill lose interest to study after NS. Yeah.

I've been working lately. But I am starting to hate work. Is it just me or is it the people there? That question has been stuck in my mind ever since, left unanswered. I am really wondering why they even let girls work at such a place. Cmon, i mean, my workplace is supposed to be a MALE WORKING ENVIRONMENT and there are girls. I feel that it's unfair that they get to slack(well not totally of course)and we, the guys, have to work so hard and in the end, we're getting the same pay. Honestly, I really pissed because of that. I know they can't carry all the heavy packages, but the least they could do after work is to go outside and sit down, out of the guys sight, i mean ME! instead of sitting and hanging around talking near me doing work. I really felt like shouting at their faces whenever they do that! No freaking manners at all. And guys there, OMG! ARE THEY SO DESPERATE FOR GIRLS? I mean they are so nice to the girls, can smile2, can joke around. But when it comes to talking to the guys, they always show that fucking face. What is happening to the people in this world!? Haish. Qistina! HELP ME GET THAT JOB AT UR STUDIO! I REALLY WANT TO QUIT THIS JOB ASAP! I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!?

I really have nothing else to look forward to anymore. Come on! Can I speed up the time?! at least to the point that I can get my posting results? Please.
Im outta here.
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Back once again!

2008-11-23T10:54:00.003+08:00

Hey people, Im finally back again after months of disappearance. Haha. I shall not explain why, because it'll take forever to have it typed out here. =X
I've been working every single day of my life since August and believe me, this is the longest period of time i've worked in my life. Haha. Usually, it wouldn't last for even 2 months. Its not that I've been fired, but I just got bored of the work. Haha. I LOVE THIS JOB!! It gives good $$$ and it is a stress-free environment! *pats myself on my shoulder* Other than work, I've been going back to my sec school to help out with the band. But let me tell you, I'm utterly disappointed with the band. *sighs* DISIPLINE.....GONE! I feel that the band members don't need the Alumni to come back coz whenever we come back, it's like...we're nothing to them. Even if we teach, they wouldn't listen. Do they think that we're fooling around? Do they ever think WHY we COME BACK to help out the band when we have graduated and can do some other stuffs that benefits us? Like, WORK? Well, this is from my point of view aite. If you feel otherwise, I apologise. Everytime I come, I feel so excited to teach them, but when I start teaching, I lose interest coz they don't even show that they WANT to learn. *sigh* I have nothing more to say.

Thanks for your interest in reading my post.
Do come back again for more! =D

Another day in my life.

2008-08-04T21:31:00.004+08:00

Well, ive been spending my time going to band and if not ill be spending time with my close friends. Shall not elaborate much. NATIONAL DAY CUM MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING SOON! WooohooO! 17 at last! haha.

Aniwaes, I changed my phone recently and the camera is like 3.0 Megapixels. Woohoo! it snaps great pictures! And I keep taking pictures over and over again! haha. Here they are...

Aren't they great!? haha. Well, to me at least.

And yah, my current earpiece is like 'dead'. Haish. Hope ill get a new one on my birthday! haha. *dream on*

ONE LAST THING! Esplanade presents Beautiful Sunday! Performed by Mus'Art Wind Orchestra. Its on 10th August 2008 which is this Sunday! its at 3pm. Do come yea!
Till then.

Life.

2008-07-20T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hello people! Well, as you guys can see, it has been a long time since I blogged and I am therefore sorry about that.

There's a new sensation in town! MICRO MARCHING LEAGUE! OMG! It's like the best game ever lah! wooohoo! Check it out! Currently trying my best to be a Veteran there! haha. =)

Im officially out of RP! Woohoo! Everything is settled. Now I have to plan my path well or it'll be chaotic. My plan now is to apply for NAFA's next intake and take a Diploma in Music(Performance). Yeap.

Currently no job. But I was told that i was given a job offer at BandWorld! woohoo! ive been waiting for this moment! haha. =D I hope that i could work there.

Ive been keeping myself busy with Ping Yi Drumline. Performance here and there. Hah. But the best performance ever was yesterday at Tampines Stadium! wooohoo! No pictures yet. But i will upload once its ready.

Last but not least! SIBF IS IN 4 MORE DAYS!!! WOOOHOO! CANT WAIT! Hope that we'll get into the Finals! Jia You Mus'Art!! woohoo!

another post.

2008-06-26T00:24:00.003+08:00

Hey there, sorry for not updating my blog frequently. Have been very busy lately uh. Yeap. Settle some school stuffs. and band pracs. Concert is finally coming! OMG! FINALLY! MY FIRST EVERY CONCERT! haha. sad hur. Anywaes, I got to perform with Ping Yi Drumline again! WoOhooO! Finally! I've been waiting for that moment man! Check out the pictures.

Thats all for now. Shall update soon. =D

Last day for TERM 1!!!

2008-05-30T09:13:00.003+08:00

Today is the last day for Term 1 Semester 1! woOhoo! Finally!! I can't wait for the day to end! Today class was pathetic! only 11 people came today! whahha! must plan weel for holidays! and yah, Im proud to annouce that Im in Mus'Art Wind Orchestra! wooohooO! Going for an upcoming competition in July at the Singapore International Band Festival. And yah, we'll be having an upcoming concert. I shall post the poster here! Do come and support us ok!

Update on Mother's Day.

2008-05-26T11:56:00.002+08:00

I know that Mother's Day had passed for like how many days already. But yea. This is how I celebrated the special day for my mum. =D

Dedication.

2008-05-14T08:32:00.003+08:00

Hey, to my dearest. I'd like to dedicate this song to you. You can hear it from my playlist on the right aite. =D Its a song my Richard Marx titled 'Now and Forever'.

Whenever I'm weary
From the battles that rage in my head
You make sense of madness
When my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way but still you
Seem to understand
Now and forever
I will be your man

Sometimes I just hold you
Too caught up in me to see
I'm holding a fortune
That heaven has given to me
I'll try to show you
Each and every way I can
Now and forever
I will be your man

Now I can rest my worries
And always be sure
That I won't be alone anymore
If I'd only known you were there
All the time
All this time

Until the day the ocean
Doesn't touch the sand
Now and forever
I will be your man

Now and forever
I will be your man

Tuesday Morning...

2008-05-13T10:11:00.004+08:00

Hey! In school now. Just gonna update about what had happened. I really wanna curse the bus driver just now man!! Imagine the bus is packed, most people are standing(including me!) and the way he drives was like, he drives very fast in short distances and do sudden brakes! Like wadda hell! Feel like killing him! Urgh! Im like already holding my heavy laptop on my left hand and he add on to my burden! Nvm. -_-"

Next, I sadly annouce that I did not pass the audition for RPWS. Haish. -_-"

Next, lets talk about her. I really love her but I don't feel that love from her. The way she talks to me and stuffs is like, she doesn't seem interested. -_-: Maybe it's me? WHY!?

a POST!

2008-05-12T16:11:00.001+08:00

hey! finally im blogging again huh? hows my new blogskin? neat huh? haha. Firstly, HAPPY BELATED MOTHERS' DAY!! Lets talk about yesterday first. Hmm, went to Seoul Garden and ate alot!!! YUMYUM! It has been a long time since ive eaten that much! wooohoo!! i loved the Black Pepper Meat! Aniwaes, nothing much happened ystd. YEAP!

Alrite! lets go back in time! I've finally started school in REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC! wooohoo! Love it there! But, im kind of getting bored ah. Thats basically because we do the same thing everyday which is not really related to the course we are all in! RP DAILY ROUTINE;
9.00am to 10.00am - School Commences(Meeting 1)
10.00am to 11.00am - Break 1
11.00am to 12.00pm - Do worksheet/Class Discussion(Meeting 2)
12.00pm to 2.30pm - Break 2/Prepare for Meeting 3 which is PRESENTATION TIME!
2.30pm to 4.30pm - PRESENTATION TIME! (Meeting 3)

Imagine that man!! But, on the brighter side of it. RP DOESN'T HAVE WORKSHEETS! NO EXAMS! yea!

Next, SYF Diplay Band Competition 2008! Im soo glad that its finally over! But its kinda saddening. Leaving all the people i've worked with just like that. Never getting to see them again unless there's another band practice, which is going to be in a long run. Haish. Congrats to them for getting a SILVER medal for SYF! im really proud of you guys! As a Singaporean, being kiasu, I've actually done a few plannings for SYF 2010! haha!

Next, I actually auditioned for trombone in Republic Poly Wind Symphony (RPWS) but didn't make it through. But im very glad that they have actually gave me another chance to audition for percussion as i've mentioned to them that if possible, I would like to audition for 2 intruments which is trombone and percussion. I actually found out that I was the ONLY ONE given that opportunity. I felt so fortunate. I just hope that I'll make it through the audition for percussion! Till now, the outcome for the audtition is not out yet. Haish. I can't bear the feeling of waiting! AHHHH!!!

Till here for now. I shall blog again once there's update!

Bored life..

2008-02-18T12:27:00.001+08:00

hey there, finally im back after years of disappearance. haha. Been busy lately. Been doing alot of things for the band. Can't wait to see the end result! PING YI MARCHING BAND IS GOING SYF SOLO! WOOHOO! First time having a Colour Guard section is tough. Must plan the routines and stuffs like that so it fits perfectly with the band's formation and music. But wadever it is, ITS FUN!

Life after O levels is great yet boring. GREAT because i dont have to wake up early in the morning to go to school and do homeworks. BORING because i don't know what to do. There are just not that many things to do. Hah. I WISH I COULD GO TO SCHOOL! hmm..talking about that, tomorrow is the posting results! Finally i will know which poly and course i will get into! I hope i could go into a course that i opt for. Any will do, at least i know i'll be going to poly to persue my education. hah.

Ive been tutoring people to earn money. I didnt thought of tutoring actually, but now i really think that tutoring is fun! at the same time i wouldn't have to worry about forgetting what i've learnt in secondary school. hah. you guys wouldn't believe what subject i'm tutoring. MATHS! haha. thanks to my form teacher and maths teacher in Sec 4, i managed to climb up from F9 to B4! WOOOHOOO! THANK YOU SOO MUCH!!! well, i know its not a good grade but yea, at least i passed!

SHOCKING NEWS WAS THAT I MANAGED TO PASS MY COMBINED HUMANS! I DIDNT DO IT PROPERLY AND YET I GOT A C5. These is how i fared for my O levels. I got 22 points.

English C6
Mathematics B4
Sci(Chem, Bio) C5
Comb. Humans C5
Mother Tongue A2
Oral Merit

ouh ya!! LUCKY I RE-TOOK MY MT! I MANAGED TO GET AN A2 FROM A B4!
haha.
klah, i gotta go now, im have to go tutoring. bye!

Life...

2007-09-12T23:51:00.000+08:00

hey there..it has been quite awhile since i've blogged. well, have been quite busy lately. Prelims, the preparation...everything lah. STRESSED UP! O levels is in 26 days time..im still not performing well for my subjects. I got to know that my i got an F9 for my Combined Humanities. That just sucks. Haish. I hope im improving my other subjects.

i MISS BAND! oh man..i can't take it man. i CANT GO FOR BAND ANIMORE! i want to play my instrument. haish. but well, wad can i do rite?

Hmm, nothing much has happened. Just that ive been going quite a lot of jamming sessions wif my bandmates. Its just so fun man! wooohoo! hmm..someone did came to my life for a while..but i really feel very stressed up, and she's adding more pressure to me. Well, i just dont wanna talk about it. Its just a waste of time and making me more stressed up.

Klah. i cant post much for now. Well, bye. and yea, SELAMAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA KEPADA SEMUA MUSLIMIN DAN MUSLIMAH DI MUKA BUMI INI!

BAND FIESTA!

2007-07-24T21:27:00.000+08:00

oh man...its been a long time since i updated..haish..very tired lah..as u all knoe major exams are coming soon... REALLY SOON! oh my...dont think im prepared.

aniwaes, BAND FIESTA @ BOTANIC GARDENS WAS GREAT!!! it was on the 15th of July...hah..i would like to thank those ppl who where there to support us! hah...we BROUGHT LIFE to the whole garden..it was like gonna rain and everyone was walking away..i felt so sad man...we just started off our repertoire and despite the rain, everyone came back! hah..the rain then stopped and everything was running smoothly..it was really great lah...the crowd was soo supportive..! hah. i shall post some videos up soon.. hah

ive gotta go nw...need to sleep early..coz wanna wake up early tomorrow morning to do some revision...hah...tata!

SYF in the past!

2007-05-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

todae was relax.....i did a project for myself.. hah.. researched on the SYF in the past..

i got to found these 2 videos too...

Finally Mid-Year Examinations OVER!

2007-05-18T20:19:00.000+08:00

hey there! sorie for blogging for a long time...been busy lately... man, i hate my art teacher man...she's is soo " " . i dont knoe how to describe...i just cnnt take it.. art is sooo demanding...phew! finally MID-YR EXAMINATIONS ARE OVER!! wooohooo!!! it just feels soo great! My Social Studies teacher told me tt the whole class passed..wooohoO!! the other's i donno...hah. hmm....art was " ". hah. i didnt get to finish my final piece and prep work... and guess wad.... i just handed it up. hahh. im soo tired out sia... my whole body is aching..

today is the last day of exams for me...Bio paper was easy... as in not bad lah..hahh... after papers, went to Fran house.. played guitar... Joel passed me some money to buy Tahir his present...HAPPY BIRHTDAY TAHIR! hah.. but.. i didnt buy, coz i wanted to buy a 2 litre tub of Swensen's ice cream instead of one.... he kept calling but cant pick up.. prepaid was low. hah. A THOUSAND APOLOGIES JOEL!! i noe ur angry.. but im truly sorie...man... felt soo bad...
klah. i shall end here for nw...im tired and my whole body is aching...tmr still got class sumore sia! haiyoh..nvm lah...bye.

Signing out;
tOm-BoNe*

SYF!

2007-04-07T22:37:00.000+08:00

5 more days to SYF. The intensity is there. I can just feel the heat. Today my band played extremely well. wooohooo! keep it up PYMB!! endure! let us push ourselves! Thurday's result will determine our 5 months of hard work! Jia You!!

results.

2007-03-23T18:33:00.001+08:00

hey, long time since i blogged man! hav been busy lately. furthermore, my internet connection is down. so yah, understand understood yah. got back my results. this is wad i got for my subjects;

English- E8

Malay- C6

Mathematics- B4

Science(Chem, Bio)- C6

Combined Humanities (S,G)- D7

Art and Design- C5

well, flunked the rest of the subject. but yeah, improved my maths! frm F9 to B4!! wooohoooO! cant wait for mid-yr man! must improve! hah! well, tired lah. just finish sports day. ROCKIES EMERGED 2nd!!! wooohoooO!!!! signing off!

1st Day Of ScHoOL!

2007-01-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

wooohoooo! today is the BEAUTIFUL first day of my Secondary 4 education! it was great man! got a new teacher! MS GOH! woohooo! she's wonderful! she's fierce! she's organised! she's GREAT! i LOVE fierce teachers! i donno why. hahaha. more peace in class i guess. hope my class can get to win the CLASS CHALLENGE TROPHY 2007 and get to go for an ALL-PAID OVERSEAS TRIP! wooohooO! so far, the classes she took always gets it. haha. ALL THE BEST OF LUCK TO 401! i hope my classmates realise the importance of study this yr and really work hard for 'O' Levels. tmr going wad CEPP thingy and SCDF 2nd Headquarters' in Tampines for like the whole day. hope its gonna be fun and interesting. hoping for a great year ahead. I WANT TO GET MY STUDENT ORGANISER FAST!! haha. i wanna do wadever i need. and yah, i came across this phrase, and i think it would be nice to use in the compo. "A domestic tiff" nice rite? wooohooO! im off to lalaland!

CELEBRATIONS IN KUALA LUMPUR!

2007-01-02T04:18:00.000+08:00

immm baccckkkkk! wooohoooO! sorie for not blogging these few days. too much activities which makes me really tired lah. haha. well, i just came back from Kuala Lumpur! wooohoooo! not tt fun lah. but i really learnt a life lesson which makes me want to change for the better. =)) well, ill just make tt a new year resolution. haha. shall not elaborate. well, supposed to go home today, as in later in the day, and not ystd. get wad i mean? haha. onli i understand. =)) Went there to visit my relatives, which ive not seen for a long time(since i was in pri 1 or 2). yeah! Celebrated Hari Raya Korban and New Year there! well, not much of the new year part lah. haha. well, it was a saddening thing to have to leave KL early than expected. well, i kinda cried in the bus on the way home, thinking back about the people there, the condition of how they live, and stuffs. its kinda sad to see my sister's kids looking at my relative in Singapore, which was there too, eating KFC, they kept staring and staring and their eyes were kinda watery, -_-" how i wish i cud buy for them or sth. i think they're liddat coz they dont have the money to always eat it or sth liddat. sadsadsad i tell u. shall not elaborate coz thinking of it only make me wanna ..........-_-" *yawn* im tired i wanna rest after a long bus trip. shall update some other time, if im free. SCHOOL IS STARTING TMR!! OMG! SEC 4!! O LEVELS!! SCCCCAAAARRRRYYYY!!!! buaiz!

Creative Band Challenge!

2006-12-03T14:28:00.000+08:00

wooohooo! Ping Yi Marching Band emerged Champions for the Showmanship Category in the 1st Creative band challenge held at UCC Hall, NUS yesterdae! Springfield was there too! wearing the same uniform as us. it was so-called a TITANS MARCHING BAND REUNION! wooohooo! backstage, we played some games. wahaha. kewls! man, it was fun.

The performance was great, but there was one part in which we wud totally cock up. There was supposed to be a tom solo after my trombone solo. but my tom wasnt there where i expected it to be. luckily sufi was there! wooohoo! thx alot sufi for letting me use ur bass! so i took his bass and started playing wadever was in my mine. pheww.! -_-" lucky. man, it was soo saddening man. i broke down outside. feeling rather scared. haish. i wud realli like to thank sufi man.! woohooo! waited and waited for the results.. .. .. i closed my eyes, listening attentively, hoping for d best. . . and . . . YAY!!! WOOOHOOOO!!! i was AMAZED! we all jumped for joy! then we prapared for an encore. woohoo! ENCORE! after we finished our encore, we did our TITANS cheer on stage! woohooo!

FELIX: WHEN I SAY ROCK ON U SAE TITANS! ROCK ON!

TITANS: TITANS!

FELIX: ROCK ON!

TITANS: TITANS!

*tom roll down! percussion plays!

TITANS: OooOoOOooooO TITANS BOLEH! TITANS BOLEH! ALL THE REST CAN

GO FLY KITE! (2X)

FELIX: TELL ME TELL ME WHO'S THE BEST!

TITANS: TITANS TITANS IS THE BEST!

FELIX: TELL ME TELL ME WHO'S THE BEST!

TITANS: TITANS TITANS IS THE BEST! GOOOOOOOOOOO TITANS!

*percussion plays*

GIRLS: COME ON PEOPLE LETS DO IT!

GUYS: SHOW THE TITANS SPIRIT!

GIRLS: COME ON PEOPLE LETS DO IT!

GUYS: SHOW THE TITANS SPIRIT! LETS GO!

GIRLS: TITANS!

GUYS: GO!

GIRLS: TITANS!

GUYS: GO!

TITANS: GO TITANS! LETS GO! LETS GO!

not onli the Titans on stage cheered! the Titans everywhere in the hall joined in too! wooohooo! CONGRATULATIONS TITANS!!

AND YAH, I GOT MY NEW BASS TROMBONE!!! woooohhooo!

BanD PrAcTiCe

2006-11-07T14:25:00.000+08:00

3 hours have passed since i came back home from band. haha. not from band actually. came back from hanging out wif my bandmates. finish band at abt 2 liddat then went to makan then wen straight to the streetsoccer court and started our match. band practice was great lah. first had to perform for the P6 students that came. haha. can see that they were impressed lah. we had to do last minute changes due to tahir not being able to make it due to having to attend the NCO camp. but overall ok lah. haha. no cock-ups. great! then after that the brasses combined. then there i was sitting wif winston. haha. pathetic seh! onli 2 trombones. played As If On Wings. it was ok lah. haha. but wen i heard to the original song after band. fhuuyoo! very nice. haha. along the wae my conductor had to go down to settle some stuffs. and there i was, panicking. lol. coz im the student conductor and i have NEVER conducted the band b4. lol. was a wonderful experience though. haha. the feeling was great. then after a few minutes he came back and took over. then at 12+ or 1+ the whole band combined and finished the song. then also played To Challenge The Sky And Heavens Above! yay! wasnt tt good lah but yeah. haha. fun. band ended. and listened to some good news. the drumline performance had been selected to perform for some prime minister thingy. yay!!! the hard work paid off!

The Streetsoccer match*
im soo glad that the band is soo bonded! haha. yeah! PYMB!! wenever theres a ball, all the guys will b involved in the streetsoccer game. haha. played for 2-3 hours todae. all of us got tired and stopped playing at abt 5 plus. some of them went home and a few stayed till 7+. Joel, Faiz, Din, Syafiq, Boo Keong, Nas, and myself was there. haha. we played a game of monkey and it was damn fun. lols. wif syafiq tricking people wif his wall trick. haha. boo keong was cute. lol. klah. im tired. i shall blog some other time aite. *yawns* good nite! buaiz.

SeLaMat HarI rAyA!

2006-10-24T15:17:00.000+08:00

Phew! just finished clearing d house and preparing it for HaRi RaYa! yay! donno wad to do now. whether to sleep or watch tv. Got lots of messages but i cant see coz my handphone screen crack! urgh! *sobx*

the dae in school todae was ok lah. but, my mood to celebrate the festivities suddenly disappeared wen my teacher announced that my whole class failed and everyone will either retain Sec 3E, transferred to 3NA or 4NA. But yah, my mood came back once i was there on stage! haha very nervous though. first time being an MC for a concert. lol. i had to dared myself.

*Yawn* man, im tired. lazy to type. shall update again some other time. I wanna chat! yayness! SeLaMaT hArI RaYa tO mYseLf AnD aLL mY mUsLiM fReNs!!

SeLaMat HarI rAyA!

2006-10-24T10:36:00.000+08:00

yay! finally! the dae ive been waiting for has arrived. ive just finished praying. and while praying, i cried. thinkin of how greatful im to ALLAH for making my family happy again. =)) alhamdulillah! klah. i gotta go nw. Have to help prepare for tmr! cyaz!

eSp FoR mY dEaReSt!

2006-08-19T15:06:00.000+08:00

Hi there. Hav not been blogging for a long time coz of common test. Just hope I pass tis common test man or im gonna be dead. Got back my Maths, Mother Tongue and Chemistry papers. Passed maths and mother tongue!! Yay! Chem I fail sia. Haish. Nvm, must buck up and get prepared for the final year examinations. I must really pass my final year. I want a laptop!! Wahahah. Can see that my studies are actually improving! Yay! Must strive for better marks! Found out that she did quite badly for d papers. Im really sorie to hear that. Syg, don’t give up kay? I have faith in euu, I noe u can do better for d final year examinations. =)) if euu need ani help, do find me kay.? =))

And tis next paragraph is dedicated esp to my dearest. Syg, I knoe ur troubled and stressed out. U have problems in skool, both studies and friends and then at home u hav family probs. But do not let tis affect everything that euu do in tis world aitez. As euu noe, tis world is unfair. U nvr do anything wrong, u will still get blamed for it. I noe how euu feel coz ive been thru it. It takes time. Don’t take it negatively but take it as something positive instead and b4 euu noe it, ur happy. Don’t always keep things to urself thinking tt u cud handle it aite.? Share it wif me and I will be more than willing to help. But if u decide to keep it to urself, then I hope u cud solve it as soon as possible coz ill get worried and think too much and ill tend to assume things. U don’t like it wen I assume things rite? I noe it usual of euu to keep things to urself and not be open. But try to adapt to all tis new waes of doing things that I mentioned kay. Im not forcing, but d least u cud do it try. =)) syg, i noe u don’t like me to be serious rite? But yeah, all I just want frm u is to share wad u have in mind more wif me coz I may get mad or pissed off easily if u don’t. Im a bit hot-tampered for ur info. So yeah, pls kay syg. Think abt tis. And I hope tis might let u get to knoe more bout myself. And I hope tis might benefit our relationship too syg. Muacks! I LOVE EUU!

And to the other peoples who is in love wif ma gerl. Pls, don’t interfere. Thank you.
Do accept the fact tt she is taken.

Im hope euu cud make it tmr syg! Cyaz! Muacks3! Ur everything to me!
To me, ur a diamond!

life.

2006-08-06T13:18:00.000+08:00

hey there. i have not been blogging for a long time coz my bro didnt pay up his bills for d internet connections. next week is my bdae and ive been losing all my stuffs. my discman, mp3 and also my handphone again. ARGH!!! im soo pissed off man. i saved $200 to get a phone and just to lose it again. haish. dont wanna talk about it. i just wanna curse d person who take it man. im gonna curse d person realli badly. u'll c. whoever u r. yay! she's bak frm OBS. i miss her alot man!. tis whole week, ive turned quiet. and soft-spoken. but onli at certain times i talk alot arh. haha. i learnt to play 'Unfaithful' on d piano. my b'dae coming. hopefully get some great stuffs. haha. tmr workin. so yah. i guess till here for nw lah. veri tired. buuaiz.

WE WON!!

2006-07-16T10:36:00.000+08:00

yay!! we won GOLD!! and not onli tt, we won the top band for division 3!! 85%!! wwEeeE! isnt tt kewl. haha. we didnt expect us get tt kind of results. but yeah. haha. we did it! decided to hang out wif her after everthing. i did. but yeah. didnt realli talked to her. i dont feel rite lah. after wad had happened. im just soo guilty. and yah. i guess she's not tt ready too. she needs to talk to someone else to cover up her feelings. i hav to understand. so yah, ill give her time. after eating, went to play soccer. then so on and so on. haha. just too lazy to type. so yah. understand understood lah. klah. till here for nw. ciaoz! LuV u SYG! NurFitri Evalisa!

nOt BaD.

2006-07-14T21:03:00.000+08:00

hey there. mum woke me up at 5.30am. immediately woke coz dont her to nag. haha. hmm, went straight to d bathroom. made iced milo for myself and here i m updating. man, yesterday was kinda tiring. had skool till 1.30pm, went straight home. had tuition for lyk 3hours. Then went to work and only get to go hm at ard 11 plus. reached hm at abt 11.40pm. hmm, did some stuffs at home and onli went to sleep at abt 1 plus. and todae donno whether supposed to b working or not. haha. forgot ask manager. lols. hmm, but wadever it is, confirm not going to work todae. confirm todae's band prac until quite late one. haha. tmr d National Band Contest(NBC) sia. wad do u expect. haha. well, wadever it is. GoOo TITANS! haha. hmm, d job was ok lah. ystd learnt how to make crispy chicken, zinger and filet. haha. how kewl is tt?haha. klah. gotta go prepare myself for skool. so yah. cyaz! ciaoz! I MISS EEUUU SAYANG!!

tHiNgS aRe gOinG wELL!

2006-07-13T12:18:00.000+08:00

HIE!! b4 i continue anything, HAPPY 5th MONTH ANNIVERSARY SAYANG!! or shud i sae HAPPY BELATED 5th MONTH! didnt got d change to blog ystd lah. soo sorie. im soo glad were talking again. yay!! ystd talked on d phone for like 3hours pluss on d phone. and eventually i went to slp, wen she's on d phone. haha. sorie syg. and yah, got to find out tt she also slept. haha. how romantic of us rite? lols. sleep together. =P . todae, took pink form and went home early. was realli not feeling well. consulted a doctor for a diff reason. haha. went there for check up. took some urine test. i failed d first test. man, was realli damn worried. scared cnnt work. but yeah, d second one passed!! yay! haha. can work. man, tmr start work at 6pm. then gort band sumore. haiyoh! NBC IN 3 DAES!! WADDA!! ITS TOO FAST!! lucky i in d comp.haha. yay! GOO TITANS!! bUaIz!

LiFe SuCkS!

2006-07-09T10:22:00.000+08:00

hey there. haish. life is soo complicated. it has lots of ups and downs. obstacles to go thru. both easy and difficult. ive hurted her and there is nothin tt i can do to make her change her mind. day by day i keep thinkin. finding every chance i cud to look at her. thinkin how i cud get her to talk back to me. Ill give her time. i noe wad i did was realli..haish..unexplainble. i realli didnt hav d heart to do wad i did. but i had to. enough of this. i dont wanna talk abt tis. just hope she's ok. sorie dear. ppl close to her may sae tt i dont knoe how to take care of her and stuffs. but i realli gotta accept d fact tt its true. wad to do. im like this. My past had shaped me. im emotional. im sensitive. i tried to stand strong. but..haish. im just not strong enough. pls forgive me dear. even if it takes forever. I LOVE EEUU!!

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Todae, had band. Fall in at 8am. Combined in d hall. Did warm ups till 10 plus liddat. Then played Burst Of Brass. Mr Poh came and took us. He is great. He is gd in improving our music. Then after tt played Accolada. Oh man, it wasnt tt gd at first. But after Mr Poh amphasize on the articulation and stuffs, our music improved. Especially d slow part. It was realli great. The mood was there. I was actually 'voted' out coz there can onli be a certain no. of players for the upcoming National Band Contest(NBC). But in the end there was one spot left. and yah. i eventually got in. =)). Thx alot Mr Poh and d trombonist!! =)) band ended at abt 1 plus. had to do punishments and stuffs. Then went to bubble tea shop. met up wif azwan, sufi, faiz, din, bob, and tis other guy. man, she was there. wif zhi ting. i kept lookin at her and thinkin. but then zhi ting kept lookin back at me and showed tt face to show tt she dont like me. i donno y. i guess alot of ppl are angry wif me(esp her close frens) for hurting her. went to street soccer court and played soccer. then transfered to d nearest basketball court. opened my shirt and played. was very windy. haha. then at ard 5.30pm. headed back home.. and here im nw blogging. after tis gonna bath and den wash my shoes. den do my homeworks. then if still got time, wanna revise my work. i realli need to catch up wif my studies man. i dont wanna fail again. i must hav a positive attitude towards studies. STUDIES IS IMPORTANT!! haish. i miss her. i miss her touch. i miss her laughter. i miss her smile. i miss her kisses. i miss her hugges. i miss everything. dear, pls forgive me. i want things to be like b4. i cant bear all tis animore. LOVE EEUU DEAR!!

sKoOL sTaRtS!

2006-06-27T13:54:00.000+08:00

hey there...! skool re-opened todae...it was ok lah..and yah, got to find out tt ive got no skool tmr coz of polling dae(wadever tt thing is)...lols! yay! no skool! but got work! get money! haha...hmm, found out tt every skool activity has to end ay 1.30pm todae coz got WEDDING IN SKOOL! lols! Mr Roger Lim getting married in skool! isnt tt weird.?? lols..aniwaes...band cancelled...so spend the time wif her...did my mt hw...did a few stuffs lah...everything got great...haha...wEeE!! but there was one part where my tongue got cut...haish...so painful sia...but gotta endure..its better nw...realli enjoyed d dae...! i hope she does too!!! muaCkS!! LoViN hEr!!! aLoT2!!!

tell me y!!?

2006-06-25T15:06:00.000+08:00

hey there! some things happened this few daes..i donno wanna talk much bout it coz wad happened had happened..the Titans Marching Band is nomore...haish..we are nw independent.. Ping Yi Marching Band and Springfield Marching Band...Ping Yi going NBC alone...but we'll show those creatures tt we can live on alone!!! Ohhh....my drumline!!! TITANS DRUMLINEEE!!!!! ILL ALWAYS KEEP U GUYS IN MA MIND!!! REMEMBER, WERE D BEST!!! WE ARE D PULSE OF D TITANS!!! WE WILL KEEP ON BEATING AS A PULSE NO MATTER WAD!! D TITANS DRUMLINE SPIRIT LIVES ON!!! ='(( Gdbye my dearest drumline..

moving on...haish..bout my relationship wif her.. dont wanna talk much bout it...it has happened...but yah...we are back on track....ive gotta pay more attention to her... =)) LOVE YA!! mUaCkS!! ILUIMUTCBBM!!
its late and ive got skool tmr..soo yah...till here for nw..! man, i need a job..i need to earn extra income for both me and her...!

=))

2006-06-23T13:05:00.000+08:00

hiie!! man, todae supposed to wake up at 5.30am...but ended up waking up at ard 6.45am...and was also supposed to wake her up at 6.30am...sorie dear...but i did my bez for u rite...?? =)) rushed here and there and left home at 7am to meet her at 7.30am under her blk...well, i tot i was gonna be late as usual..but it ended up that she wasnt there yet! haha.. =)) met her at ard 7.40am and went to bus stop to meet jodie...joked here and there while jodie ate her so-called breakfast outside 7-11...then met farhanah at abt 8.20am at the same bus stop and went into skool...we went separate ways...falled-in at 9am...went for sectional music as usual...combined music in d band rm at abt 11 plus...played a few songs not forgetting some warm-ups tooo!! the warm up was kewl!! like DCI!! wahaha...i enjoyed every moment of it...haha..wEeE! had lunch break as usual and i tried to pick a fight wif her...haha...kiddin2 onli...lols...combined back in band rm..concentrated on a few more songs...got bored...sms-ed syafiq to take me out of d bandroom soo i can practice drumline....ooo yah..did i tell u tt IM GONNA PLAY MY TOMS IN D DRUMLINE AGAIN!!! wahahah...wEeE! i was soo glad but kinda disappointed coz i forgot alot..haish..must realli catch up b4 tis saturdae...after band i was realli pissed off...coz my bag was no where to be found..must b in d store...argh!! but nvm...lucky tmr got band...wEeE! then after tt went to bubble tea shop...she got some fries and a bubble tea...then we all went to bedok inter coz she wants to photocopy some of her score...SL mah!! lols...=)) no hard feelings yah...then went to bedok adventure park...talk2 for awhile...hopefully she doesnt get bored seeing d same me everydae..=/ but i just wanna be wif her all d time!! i tried my best...but at many points of time...i just cant go against someone's authority esp wen he/she is older than me...argh!..sorie dear for not keeping my promises yet again...haish...i just knoe ur pissed off and fed-up wif me...well, its alrite for u to do wadever u wanna do to me..i dont mind...if u think i deserve a smack on the face then do it aitez..=)) alritez then..till here for nw...hope we'll last! i appreciate wad u hav done to me so far..=)) mUaCkS! take care!

jUsT aNoThEr NoRmAL dAe..

2006-06-22T14:30:00.000+08:00

hey there! ive not been blogging these few daes and im realli sorie, esp to my dearest..i noe i had promised u to blog everydae but i just cant find d time...sorie dear... ill make it up to u kay..not to worry.. man, alot of things happened tis week, but i cant remember much.. i got STM(Short-term Memory).. todae...nth much happened...i was actually so-called grounded...but i eventually went out quietly..haha...went to orchard, to be exact, Paragon, to watch tis percussion thingy..was boring though...so me and my fren went to explore orchard...but first, went to far east plaza, burger king to eat...ate a double whooper!!! OMG!!! been craving for tt man...it is sOoOo...as in SOOOOOO BIG!!! wahaha....realli got full man...had stomach ache all the wae till i got hm..but just b4 tt, we went ard looking for an engraving shop which actually engraves rings..argh!! so fucked up!! haha..found tis shop which actually engraves for onli $4..but the thing is tt the ring has to be silver and not stainless steel...argh!! $%^#! sooo, went hm...and yah, still got time to parkour..so, i tried out! wahaha...it was kewl! reached hm at ard 9.50pm..i called her and talked till 11+ liddat..and i had to put down coz my mum came back hm...argh!! sorie dear...i had to...and again..ill make it up to you kay.. =))

well, enough bout todae...nw bout ystd...hmm, ystd got band bbq at pasir ris park...wEeEe!! kinda fun arh...but was kinda fucked up wif the freaking amazing race...had to go to and fro...argh! my group was disqualified...wahaha.. coz we didnt finish one station..lols..but nvm...we learnt sth...haha...we also bonded...!!! was realli fucked up wif B** and M***** though...haha..irritating sia!! hmm, shall not talk abt it...haha..at night started d bbq....but me and wan decided to go back to pasir ris interchange to eat instead...wahaha...the food was slow lor...wahaha...hmm, came back and all of them were all freakin wet lor...found out tt they were actually playing water bomb!! wahaha...kewls...but i didnt join in...was kinda lazy...haha...lucky no one attacked me..buttt.....in the end i got wet...but who else...HER!!! argh!! but i got my revenge!! wahaha *evil me* hmm, we went off at ard 10 plus liddat..we all went hm wet...lazy to change lah!! lols..we went through the park to accompany hui fang...well, it was dark and there were sounds..haha...i was the so-called hero there lah..whaha...well, i donno wad happened to her...but i felt soo..i donno...pasrah? haish...but i turned out ok after awhile... d funny thing was...haha...she climbed on ... d moment she...whaha...she should knoe if she's reading this...lols...whahaha..kiut!!! d bus was soo damn freakin long lor...argh!! but it was ok lah...get to spend more time wif HER... =)) she got very H****, as usual...wahaha...i was R*P*D...sheesh! wahaha..lucky she got dizzy and very cold...or else...haiyoh...i donno wad will happen to me....haha...alrite lah...long enough...hahah...i very sleeping sia..havent got enough sleep these few daes...then tmr got band sumore!! wEeE!!! missing my trombone!!! BUTT...I MISS HER MORE!!! wEeE! LuV hEr!!! mUaCkS!! ILUIMUTCBBM DOT3!! Ciaoz!

hApPy 4tH mOnTh!

2006-06-12T11:46:00.000+08:00

hie there!! b4 i start anithing, i wud lyk to which myself a HAPPY BELATED 4th MONTH!! hOpE eVeRyThInG wUd LaSt! mUaCkS! just didnt get to blog ystd..soo, here im todae..hmm, ystd went out wif my dearest, an, wani and sufi...well, everything went well arh..(i think) ahaha..realli got this superstitious feeling towards the date 11..well, fgt it..hmm, supposed to meet them at 1pm...but AS USUAL, i was LATE(again)...haha...i just cant reach on tym man..everything all last minute one...hmm, then went to peninsular coz an wanted to buy sth which turned out to be a tie...lols...hmm, was thinkin to head for d esplanade but it started to rain...and we were stuck near this shop called S.E.X in the city..lols...she gort horny(AGAIN)..lols...tak lah...hehe...hmm, sat there...took some pictures..and wen the rain stopped, we headed for esplanade...we took some pictures on the wae...at esplanade, there was this performance...haha....kinda interesting..hmm, went to the rooftop...but it was raining...so sat at the staircase..i did some fashion show thingy...lols....i found out more bout myself..lols!! wEeE! hmm, sufi wanted to go home..so we headed for d MRT and went back to bedok...sent him back home..and we went to KFC..where my 'throat cancer' got worse....and she ate wad she was craving for...=)) hmm, then went to bedok adventure park and took some pictures...then headed for home at ard 7+...and yah, we ended up sitting at her void deck.. talked here and there...she felt sth touching here and she cant stop thinkin of it...and an told a true ghost story...kewls..haha...she began hugging me so hard...lols..and shivering too...=)) headed back hm at ard 9.30...i reached home at 10.15...lucky my mum wasnt home...phew!! well, till here for nw! buaiz!!!

aNoThEr gReAt DaE!

2006-06-11T00:26:00.000+08:00

hello!! pheww..tiring man..just came back frm Palawan Beach, Sentosa..went there for a long swim wif iZrAf, sUfI, wAnEe, aN, kAk SyImAh, AbG iKi(i think), and his other 2 frens..it was great there!
i was supposed to meet dem at one...but yah...i was late...haha...coz i waited at the wrong place.. sheesh! haha..hmm..at d beach, played some games and yah..just great! and i just wonder y the others got stung by d baby jellyfishes and i didnt.. *very strange indeed* ...hmm, headed for Harbourfront at ard 7+...and i was FORCED to EAT!! haha..but nvm2... =)) hmm, took bus 30 back to bedok..and yah..in d bus, she got horny(i think)..lols! i shall not elaborate... -_-' pHewW..lols..haha..till here for nw...ChIaOs! *LoViNg HeR!*

jUsT aNotHeR FUN dAe!!

2006-06-09T22:49:00.000+08:00

hello!! im back wif more!! todae had band frm 8am till 1pm liddat...wEeE! it was FUN!! realli!?? cool..haha..played alot of songs..but my most favourite is tis particular piece called Follow The River...man..its just great!! i played d piece wif full of expression man! d song is just sooo 'moving'..finished band..gave back iZrAfAh'S handphone back..*which she tot was lost* hahah...sorie dear...mUaCkS!! wEeE! then went to macdonalds to meet up wif the rest then went to ECP...wan taught me follow d river! OMG!! i was damn great!! wahaha..im SOOO OBSESSED! but well, they looks in wan's face was lyk..how to sae arh...kinda fed-up arh..well, mayb its just me who keeps repeating and askin him all d notes tt i donno...well, i just dont want to disappoint him man..i want to show him the best of my ability...hmm, went back home lyk ard 5.15pm...reached hm ard 6pm and ate some foods available...hmm, well, till here for nw...im have to sleep coz tmr going out! signing out! *mIsSiNg HeR*

7th JuNe!

2006-06-08T02:59:00.000+08:00

hey there! b4 i start anithing..i wud lyk to congratulate my eldest brother upon his engagement ystd!! wEeE! man, it was soo tiring helpin him out..todae, woke up at 11 plus..pheww! hmm, i was in d toilet wen someone called...i planned not to pick it up as i noe tt my it wud usually be my mum calling at tt time...but, i just picked it up.. was kinda surprise wen i got to knoe tt its HER!! haha..havent heard frm her for awhile..she asked me whether im free anot..but, i asked her to call me back in 10 mins time as i wanted to bath first..it ended up tt she called me 30 minutes later..haha..but its alrite..i dont mind...and wen she called back, told her tt i was free and she told me tt wanee(her cuzzin) and raihan(her cuzzin's guy) wanted to go out..she told me to meet at bedok inter at 2pm..but again..as usual..i had to wait there for 15 minutes pluss...argh! haha..takder lah..tak marah pon.. =)) hmm, then went to SAFRA Tampines..then after tt went to ECP! mannn, it just feels bad wen someone pay for me for sth..haish..well, i dont mind if its once..but in my case its TWICE in a dae..an paid for the taxi fares and he also paid for our food...argh! maluu nyeee..i realli feel bad man..aniwaes..thanks an!! if ur reading tis...jgn KEMBANG!! haha..taklah..main2 jek..hmm, realli had fun though! just love u guys! esp my dearest! mUaCkS! hmm, at ECP, enjoyed d breeze and scenery..headed back to bdk at ard 7+..then took to 222 and sent her home..i must sae tt she's realli sleepy..ahaha..she look CUTE!!! reached her blk..we said gdbyee and she went up d lift..as d lift door closed.. i remembered tt my CD was wif her! wahaha..i PANICKED and RAN UP d STAIRCASE all d wae to d 15th floor hoping to catch her on time...but...aahhaha...FAILED!! i tried to attract her attention from outside her house...she saw me...but...guess wad...haha...she was shocked as she thot she saw *u knoe wad* sorie... /// wahahah..she was CUTE(again) man! wahahah..jgn kembang eh sayang...hmm, i panicked as her brother opened d door...haha..i tot i was gonna b in deep shit..lols..well, till her for nw..tmr gotta wake up early to meet her then go for band! =)) im gonna b wif the trombonist tmr! wEeE! get to see her more coz if combine at band rm everyone's there! except percussion..weEe!! wahhaa..mUaCkS3!!

aPpReCiAtInG LiFe!

2006-06-05T20:40:00.000+08:00

hey peepz! back for more..haish..a freaking sad and disappointing thing happened to me...i was banned frm performing for Balloon Hat Festival..haish..i dont even wanna talked abt it...haish..well..its over and d TITANS MARCHING BAND did thier thing and became the champion for d BEST CHOREOGRAPHY!! wEeE!! and TITANS DRUMLINE ROCKED D BEACH YSTD!! met a few bandmates frm BPMB and BOWEN..IZRAFAH was there too! well, my plan didnt worked out...just dont feel lyk its the right time lah.haha...well, although i was not in, i went to the tent to help d drumline out..and yah, i left her alone..im realliee sorie dear..didnt meant to leave u liddat...but..erk..understand understood ajer eh..well, i got some tips on relationship and yah..i realise tt its true.. =)) thx alot! nw, ive gotta make full use of the tips and cherish every moment! LuV u DeAr! MuAcKs!!

mY fUcKiNg LiFe..

2006-06-01T01:26:00.000+08:00

hie there! well, as usual the june holidays hav come..but once again, the june hols will not be lyk a holiday to me..lots of activities going on..haish...need to settle some stuffs...as in alot! haish.. my mum was at the verge of forcing me to quit band..haish..will someone tell her how important CCA is in secondary school?? haish..i just dont feel lyk blogging..so..ill end here nw...LuV yA dEaR! mUaCkS!

mOmEnT oF TrUtH!!

2006-05-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

hie there! sorie not blogging tis few daes...well, my bro has started his work back after a long leave coz of his leg and he has to bring his laptop to work..so i cudnt hav the chance to use the comp and blog...but no matter wad..im here nw.. =)

well, exams are all over...tis week was very relaxed.. didnt had much lessons... we wud hav tis health talk everydae at 12.30 till 1.30..and its a relief to get to be release early..haha.. hmm, gort back my results and yah.. IT WAS TERRIBLE!! onli managed to pass 2 subjects.. Art and Mother Tongue..pathetic rite?? im soo stupid.. =) haish.. well, its still my fault after all..coz i didnt study well and hard enough...

hmm, had games dae yesterdae...i took part in soccer.. my team managed to clinch the 3rd place.. wEeE!!

todae, had the finals for soccer, floorball and basketball..kinda boring...and yah..donno y she has not been replying my messages..and picking up my call..i sooooooo damn worried man!! argh!! well, she cud hav at least tell me wad happened during band rite...but its not her fault aniwaes..its no one's fault...haish...soo feeling veri worried nw..realli wanna meet her tmr!! its a must man!! sumone told me tt she/he saw her using her phone..but she sae tt her phone is not wif her...haish.. but i trust her!! haish..just hope i will get to knoe wad actually happened..fast! haish..mIsSiNg U dEaR!! LuRvE u!! MuAcKs!! tAkE cArE!! hOpE uR oK!!

a GrEaT dAe!!

2006-05-20T00:21:00.000+08:00

hey there!! todae had cross country at bedok reservoir park..it wasnt soo tiring arh..nw tt my stamina has gone up! wEeE! at first i was only thinking of walking all the way wif my frens...wahaha..but i ended up running...haha...but it was a great experience..NVR in my life i had managed to finish running the whole reservoir in 43 mins!! and yah, she got 15th position!!! congrats dear!! jgn kembang ye..hehe..sorie..wEeE!! haha..im gonna run again tmr!! haha..morning jog! must keep fit..haha..the whole x-country ended at abt 10.30am...i went to hawker centre and had breakfast wif my so-called gd pal, hafiz...he treated me..!! thx alot!! well..then we went to ridhuan's house and then followed by my house..i was supposed to meet her at 1.45pm..but wan was late!!! i had to cancel everything seh!!! ARGH!!! tt was my chance to make it up to her and it was unsuccessful!!! argh!! sorie dear...-_-" erm, had so-called band todae...it was fun seing the TITANS together again...but, the bad news is tt we have to separate for some reasons which i dont realli knoe...and yah, the new batch of committee was told!! tahir!! my junior!!! is..the Assistant Drum Major!!! wEe!! im soooo proud of him!! and im the Student Conductor for Ping Yi side..wEeE!! just love my lyf...after tt...i felt disturbed...i kept looking at her...i kept thinkin...im feeling realli scared tt she wud be taken away frm me just lyk tt..-_-: i realli love her...!! nw wif alot of probs..haish..i just donno wad to sae...='(

After band, met her at the new 'Ramly Burger' shop...i started my nonsense and she got all pissed off...sorie dear..mUaCkS!! hehe..then went to the void deck at bedok north st 3, blk 545....stayed there till ard 8.50+...we did alot of things there..haha...no need to mention...but...im glad to be known as the 'the make up doll' wahaha...she USED me as her model...wahaha..there was glitter all over my face...argh!! hehe...but it was kinda kewl..wEeE! lurve her!! she is just, erm, how to sae.. PERFECT...well, sent her hm and went straight hm wif wan...wahaha...well, till here for nw..need to get some rest after a tiring dae...cyaz!

UpDaTiN!

2006-05-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

hey there! long time nvr blog!! wahah..realli had no time man! frm nw on, ive gotta keep blogging so i wont lose interest in it...man, alot of things happened between the long period i didnt blog...alot of conflicts happened...alot of stuffs arh! as in realli alot! well..i cant stay long todae..so, ill blog until where i can..well, conflicts and misunderstanding wif her happened..repeatedly..but then we came to a point where we comprimise..and yah..IT WORKED!! realli love her man!! wEeeE! well..the other dae..i was at bedok inter wif her and wan...and i donno y i got all crazy...wahaha...she was realli embarrased..haha..didnt realli knoe wad i was thinking...sorie syg! hehe..and yah..nth much happened todae...just went to ICA Building at Lavender wif my mum to change my passport photo and also to extend it..topped up my phone, topped up my ezlink and took the train to bedok to play soccer wif my bandmates! it was realli fun...yet tiring of course...hahah...well, was realli worried wen she didnt reply my msges...i thought sth bad happened..but it was a relief she replied...phew..! well, till here for nw..ill blog again tmr! cyaz! and yah..

HAPPY BELATED 3rd MONTH DEAR!! wEeE! ill BE AWAITING 7th and 11th OF JUNE!!! WeEe!!!

uNTitLeD..-_-"

2006-01-08T09:31:00.000+08:00

hie there! haish, my lyf is just going down..down..down..my computer at is now gone thanks to my second brother who 'stupidly' stole it! just wish he doesnt exist..man, realli which my brothers are all married sia..i'll get the whole house to myself..tt wud b fun! but then, my lyf realli sucks..man, i do still love her alot! as in ALOT!! just wish i cud spend more time wif her..and knoe more bout her..i guess i dont realli knoe her well...haish..man, alot of things relali happened..and i dont wanna talk about it..-_-" i just realli feel tt she had lost trust in me..but, no matter wad, i hav to gain it back! LOVE U DEAR!! IM SORIE FOR WAD HAD HAPPENED!! -_-:

HAPPY ONE MONTH!!!

2005-12-28T20:09:00.000+08:00

hello!! before i go on...HAPPY [belated] ONE MONTH DEAR!!! wahhaa.. wEeE!! the one month was supposed to be ystd lah..but then, i was sick..so, yah..didnt had the mood to blog...hmm, well, yesterdae went out wif her...man, i was actually planning to watch the sunset wif her...but...haish...it was raining man...so, yah, just sat at the breakwaters...watch the scenery..and then...it RAINED again! haha...well, she did wished for the rain to come..so yah, we were both soaking wet..haha..and at night, i was caught with a fever...haish..but nvm..haha..it was a fun dae..realli did spent time wif her..but i wish it was longer..haish..tmr, she's going to Melaka wif her family and cuzzins..haish, realli gonna miz her...-_-: take care of urself there kayz dear! =) jgn terpikat kat mat2 kampung kat saner tu..haha..=X well, enough of all tis, lets move on..

hmm, todae, got band, well, not realli the full band, but the ones who went for the leadership camp onli...we practiced the songs for the orientation...the formation and best of all was doing the 'Fight Club' cadence plus the dance movement..haha! keep it up guys!! hmm, then, after band, went to mac wif aqidah, bob and sufi..we ate there...then, went to KFC to mit asmida..to return her thumbdrive...yah..then after tt took the same bus as aqidah..we, talked abt lots of stuffs man...the section esp..man, she realli got lots to talk abt the section...haha...well, did realli filled up the tym while in the bus...

klah..till here for nw..buaiz..
signing out..pErCs~PyMb

~mIsSiNg HeR~

gOoD aNd BaD nEws!

2005-12-25T18:00:00.000+08:00

hei there.. it has been 2 daes since i was back from band camp.. man, it was very tiring yet fun.. i'm so disappointed and fed up wif my section.. On the last dae of camp when we had our R.O.D ceremony i really felt sad man..haish..not just bcoz the seniors are leaving..its also bcoz i got to knoe that i cannot be promoted to any higher post..due to an incident that happened not long ago...haish...i really regret wad i have done.. -_-' so yah, instead of me being the Sectional Leader..my junior, Tahir will lead the section next year..All the best! =) i'm happy for you..
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haish..but no matter wad..life has to go on..things had happened, i cant do anithing about it...-_-:

well, lets not talk bout this animore...lets move on..

now, im just soo glad and happy that i hav someone special to fill up the empty space in my heart. she's just soo swit and caring..and lots more of course!! just hope things will last!! LOVE YOU DEAR!!!

Till here for nw...buaiz..signing out!

FeeLinG wOrRiEd! -_-" (pArT 2)

2005-12-25T17:58:00.000+08:00

todae I was awaken by the sharp sounds from the screaming of my mother.. man, I’m still feel very scared and worried that she would be taken away by my own best fren.. haish..nw, i hav nothing to do as the plan of going to east coast was cancelled due to some reasons..haish..i’m so damn bored..I WANT TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE TO RELAX MY MIND!!! Haish..till here for now…signing out

Was actually posted on the 13th of December 2005 due to me not having an internet access at home..

FeeLinG wOrRiEd! -_-"

2005-12-25T17:55:00.000+08:00

hie there again. It has been a long time since I blogged. Man, I’m feeling so scared nw. coz I decided to tell ha..... that a.... admire her. It was just meant to be a plan to ‘sabo’ him but it ended up as if she really liked azwan too…I’m feeling scared that she will be taken away from me just like that. Haish. Wad a mistake I did. Haish. Why don’t I always think before I do anything..haish..i’m soo stupid.. -_-“ I just hope that day wont come just yet.. I still wanna be with her.. she’s the best one so far.. or mayb its just me... I think I just suck in relationships..i don’t really communicate with them and they will tend to think that I’m an asshole who wants to waste their time.. -_-“ wad else can I do... can anione help? Haish.. I’m a sucker... till here for nw..signing out...

Posted on 12th December 2005 on Microsoft word due to me not having internet..

iTs My B'dAe!!!

2005-08-14T11:15:00.000+08:00

hi there again! wEeE! todae's my birthdae! And i'm celebrating it wif my country to0!! And I eVeN gOt to perform for the Pre-parade Segment!!! man, too bad i can't stay after the performance and see the fireworks...-_-" and i even missed the show on tv. -_-"

In school, we took the whole band photo, followed by the section photos. Then after tt, we went off....I dont knoe why, everytym on my b'dae, i feel really sad... mayb bcoz i didnt spend my b'dae wif my family?.. onli god knoes.. well, i'm 14 now! wahaha! well, i'm off!

FuN! fUn! FuN!

2005-06-10T11:54:00.000+08:00

hie there, it has been a long time since i've blogged.
i'm really bz with the band stuff u see.
got intensive practices for the Balloon Hat Festival and stuff liddat.
so yah. the Balloon Hat Festival held @Siloso Beach, Sentosa on the 5th of June tis year was great. the rehearsal's for the Balloon Hat Festival was more tiring than the practices for SYF Outdoor Band Competition. all of us were veri tired out than usual. We had to face the hot blazing beach sun, and although the water given to us were sufficient, it wasnt cold. Fortunately, on the actual day of the Balloon Hat Festival, the water given to us were veri cold, and all of us enjoyed it. The band wasnt realli that prepared for the event as we didnt had enough practice due to the examinations. Despite that, i think we did great on that day. Everybody were enjoying themselves. For the 40minutes sitting down performance, we have attracted alot of people to our site. The people having their family picnics there also enjoyed our music played. They even moved to the beat. The Alumni's, both Ping Yi & Springfield were great. They gave their fullest support. They lightened up the spirit during the event. They even twisted balloons for us. At 5.30pm sharp, the parade started. We started off great. Everybody enjoyed, both the spectators and us, bandmembers. We danced to the beat. And it was fun! As we reached the e nding point and wait for the bands to march in. Some of our percussionist were very tired out. They cant even stand up due to thier tiredness. After everything. We did a drumline cadence. Ping Yi/Springfield and Junyuan can realli unite! Thats for sure. We can realli communicate. After tt, we marched back to the 'Opel'. Tts where we board the bus back to school. And today, there's supposed to be no band, but then i was called back to do the drum solo for NDP. And after doing our solo, we played a game of rugby and soccer in the band room. 1 funny thing was tt i didnt know Mr Poh was soooooo energetic! wahahah. tts kewls!!!!!!!!! keep it up! haha. well, till here for now. Till next tym.

.::wHaT i FeLt LyK dOiNg::.

2005-05-01T13:05:00.000+08:00

hi there,

i'm feelin very sad now.

i feel lyk my family is treating me differently.

yesterdae, i was being scolded by my bro just over the remote control lying around.

and also my stuff all messy on the bed.

but during that tym, i was studying.

so, i had to sort out all my notes.

and he can sae tt its messy.

he even SMACKED me on the head.

i'm havin a very bad heachache now.

my family once told me to tell the truth and not talk in a very high and rough tone as to respect the person older then me.

but how am i supposed to take the advise, wen my brother is actually talkin in such a rough and high tone to both me and my mother.

well, i have tried my very best to obey them.

but then, each tym they scold me or sth and wen i want to tell them the truth in a LOW TONE,

they always sae, AS YOU GROW OLDER AND OLDER, YOU'RE GETTIN MORE AND MORE RUDE TO UR ELDERS!

in my mind i said "Look at urself first".

haish.

Is this wat we call life/?

i even felt lyk leaving the house that tym and go to my grandfather's house.

but then, its was kinda late at night.

and i continued to study.

the next dae, which is today,

he was so kind to me.

well, lets see wat happens tomorrow.

-_-"

Todae, i had went out wif Nadillah, Mutallib and Aqeel to study in bedok.

its was very unorganised.

we didnt exactly know where to go to study.

First, i met Nadillah at Bedok Mrt Station at 11.00am.

we, then went to Long John Silver as Nadillah wanted to eat.

we, also awaited for Mutallib's arrival.

while, waiting for him, i studied for a while.

he arrived after awhile of studying.

and Nadillah had just bought her food.

we sat there, while waiting for Nadillah to finish eating.

She also taugh Mutallib some chemistry while eating.

wen she was about to finish her food,

Mutallib then wanted to eat.

We then waited for him and talked.

After he ate, we went to Bedok Library.

there, i did some of my homeworks while they studied their own subjects.

then, at around 12pm+, we went to the void deck to study.

we also waited for aqeel to come at the void deck.

then at ard 2.30pm, aqeel came bring a drink and food for himself.

then, he cant stop making noise.

i ignored him, and after awhile, i gave up on my Self-study session because of him.

i took off from there at around 5pm.

went to the interchange, and frm there everyone separated.

and went home.

well, tts all for now.

cyaz.

buaiz.

...

2005-04-30T13:12:00.000+08:00

Hi there, its me again after a long time not blogging.

I have some stories on hand, which i want to tell, but didnt had the chance.

So, i guess this is the right tym, and the only time that i'm free.

Well, its about my life.

I just LOVE IT wen MY BRO IS OUT OF MY SIGHT.

and realli HATE IT wen MY BRO IS IN MY SIGHT.

wanna knoe why.?

well, u see, my second brother, likes to use the computer to type any document he could see, or play with the Dj Mixer or download songs.

It realli irritates me seeing him type the document, wen he realli has no business to do so.

Next, my first brother.

He loves to order me to do things.

(sort of a big bully arh)

Then, he love to accuse me of using the computer for a veri long tym wen he arrives ard 10 mins later from work.

Then, bout my family.

I DONT THINK ANY OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS KNOE'S WATS HAPPENING TO ME IN SCHOOL. MY ACHIEVEMENTS AND ALL THOSE STUFF.

I DONT EVEN SEE THEM GIVING ME MORAL COURAGE OR SUPPORT BEFORE.

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to them, what i sae or do is always wrong.

Since i'm the yougest in the family.

So, its hard for them to listen to me.

They are always right.

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-_-"Till next tym.-_-"

gOiNg SuMwHeRe DuRiNg ThE mArCh HoLiDaEs.

2005-03-09T14:02:00.000+08:00

hi there,

TiS week kinda of no mood to blog.

so, i'll just tell my plans for next week.

Tis Saturdae, i going off to malaysia already.

(Prefect's Leadership Camp)

A 3 daes and 2 nitez camp.

Then after that camp.

I hav Band Camp.

Not sure how many daes.

klah. i guess tts all for nw.

Buaiz...

Signing Out.

PeRcS~PyMb

BaD LuCk WeEk~

2005-02-27T11:06:00.000+08:00

Hi there!

Well, i knoe i've not been blogging and all..i just cant find the time..

It was EXAMINATION WEEK!

wahahah

Todae is the only day i cud blog.

Frm now on i want to study well, and pass all my subject.

Coz i knoe i did badly for the recent common test.

I onli knew my history test result, and it was definitely bad and disappointing.

The cause of that bad result was b'coz i studied last minute.

haiz...wat a waste.

And talkin about bad luck.

Phew...why are all of tis so called "bad luck" suddenly came running to me.

Well, here's how the story goes.

The week started off well, on Monday, it was a normal dae.

Then, on tuesdae, a "BIRD SHIT" came landing on my skool uniform during recess time.

So, i decided to wash it off in the toilet.

After cleaning it off, i went out of the toilet.

And another bad luck arrived.

"I FELL INTO THE DRAIN"

wat a luck.

well, as usual, i became an ingredient to be laughed at.

Then, the next dae, on Wednesdae.

I had P.E lesson.

We were all told to race in two's.

A 110m race to be specific.

well, it ended up to be a 3m race for me.

wanna know y???

"COZ, I FELL AGAIN"

well, wat to do, i stood up, and ran to the finishing line lyk a disabled person.

haish.

wat a luck.

But then, the next two daes was a great one.

On thursdae, my skool had the Sports Heat @ Bedok Stadium.

And i was taking part in two of the events, which is,

Javelin
Shotput

First, i went for the Javelin. Then after the first try, i went to the Shotput area.The teacher asked me to go for Javelin first and then come back after the Javelin is done.So i went back to the Javelin Station and went for the second try. But then after the second try, i went back to the shotput area to check out on things. I tried askin to try one shot first. The teacher ignored me while my other fren who went for Javelin wif me got to go first. So, i just ignored, and went back to the Javelin area for my last try. And waited for the results.And it turned out that i was in the FIRST PLACE. And the finals was on that dae too. After the results, there was a short interval, and the final began. i threw the javelin wif all my might and failed to beat the first records. And i went down one place. And for the finals, i got the SECOND Place.Well, good enough.wahahah.

The next dae, a Fridae, i didnt went to skool as i was sick, but i got better and went to skool in the afternoon to hand up my skool work. And also went for band practice. But i didnt do anything much, i just helped out as i cant stand for long. i was having a headache that tym. After band, my other two frens and me were told that we will be in charge of the lower sec band members. I'm so glad becoz i was made the main in-charge of them. Well, thats all for nw.

Cyaz.Signing out. PeRcS~PyMb.

HiHi~

2005-02-12T11:15:00.000+08:00

Hi ThErE~
todae is the third dae of the Chinese New Yr~
and skool starts todae~
Modae is valentines dae~
And I've got lots of homework todae~ SHITTO~!!!!
Y.....Y....Y....~???!!!!!

So Damn bored and i've nth much to sae~
So i'll end here todae~

Sayonara~

Signing Out
PeRcS~PyMb

fInAlLy i'M bAcK~

2005-02-01T11:15:00.000+08:00

heyz peepz~ its been a long tym since i blog...i'm realli sorrie...i just cant find the tym...
as usual, every beginning of the yr ppl always bz wan, settle tis and tt....orientation sumore...
hmm, talking bout the orientation...my band got onli ard 18+ ppl, well, better then nth rite??
the orientation was great~!!! but tiring of course...hehehkz....my percs section played some percussion solos...and the miracle was, i could play a solo tt i could not do b4, as in not perfect...congrats asyraf~!!! lols...and yah, we played songs lyk, Phantom Of The Opera, Tequila(I PLAYED THE DRUMSET) wEeE~! Disney's Magic Kingdom...etc.

hmm, and did i mention i'm in the PREFECTORIAL BOARD too~?? hahahakz...

yeah~ and recently, i went for an audition to join the SMO (Singapore Malay Orchestra)...and u knoe wat~??????

IIIIIIIIIIII MMMMMMAAAAAAADDDDDDEEEEEEE IIIIIIIITTTTTTTT~!!!!!!!
( I MADE IT)

LOLS...

its soo fun to be in an outside band...~

oh boi~ now i'm gonna bz a very bz teenager....

this is my schedule:

Mondae- Free
Tuesdae-Free
Wed-Maths Remedial and then followed by Band Practice~
Thurs-Nth On...then go for SMO Practice at 7pm
Fri- Fridae prayers then followed by Band Practice

wEll, tts it for nw~

Sayonara~

hArLoX~!

2004-12-23T13:19:00.000+08:00

eLloX~!

sori for not blogging yesterdae, i was too tired arh...

aniwaes, there wasnt much things tt happened yesterdae....

todae, ok lah, not tt much too, but at least there's sth, i wanna share rite??

hahahakz, oklah, here goes, b4 i forget wat i wanna write...=P

well, todae i woke up at 5(supposed to be arh), but instead, i woke up at 5.55am, my plan was to get out of hm at 6am, coz, i planned to meet my drum major(DM) at bedok interchange and go to springfield secondary, coz he wants to pass on sth to the band's drum major. So i was lyk rushing just to get there on tym, but, wen i got there, i tot he was already there...but instead of him waiting for me, i was waiting for him, for about 40mins, WAH~! my but was so numb seh...haiz...then wen he arrived, he told me y he was late....hahahakz, he is such a forgetful person, first he went out, and forgot his mace, so he went back hm , then he forgot his bus fare, then wen he arrived at the interchange, thinkin to top up his ez-link, he also forgot to bring his ez-link, LOLX~!

then, we took bus 69 to springfield secondary, wen we arrived, they were still doing their morning PT(pyhsical training), hahhakz, then, go for breakfast, and i even got to eat, hahahakz, =P, and then they went for sectional music...which was quite long...haiyah...=P then, at ard, 11+, combined, then they played Singapore Rhapsody, wOw~! i was amazed, hehehekz, enough talkin bout tt arh,

then, they went for lunch at 12, then me and my drum major went back to our own skool, coz, got sum notice thing to do...so tiring sia...wakakakz, then, we went hm at ard, 3+, i think, hahahakz, cant remember..=p

klah, cyaz~! cIaO~!

wAt An UnFoRtUnAtE dAe~ -_-"

2004-12-21T12:40:00.000+08:00

eLlOx~

todae i woke up at 6.30, coz band start early todae arh...todae band half dae...
then i go toilet bath, then do sth, then sth, then sth, (heyz, y sooooo kpo??!!) =P

then 7.30, i went out for band practice, the attendance was up to standard~! YEAH~!
did some basic marchings, haiz...so tiring~!

then after 20 minutes or so, we went for 10 minutes water break...then go to band room, set yp our instruments, and go for sectional music...till 11.25, haiz, and band ends at 12.30, (TT TOTALLY SUCKS~) but at least got combine rite?? hahahakz

then after tt, we packed up all our instruments, and fall in for dismissal, then dismissed lah....hahahakz

then, after dismissal i waited wif my sectional leader, then we chatted, then i checked my hp...there was a missed call, then while i was checkin, sumone called me, i picked up and it was my mum, telling that my grandmother passed away...i was shocked, i stood there and kept quiet..i didnt expect tis to happen soo early...haiz...i went to my grandma's hm...and there she was lying on the bed, very still, without any soul in the body, haiz....

i'm just too sad to continue...-_-"
till next tym...~

loOk WhO's BaCk~!!!

2004-12-20T16:58:00.000+08:00

harloz..~! look who's back after a long period of tym, ~sheesh, wat a tiring month it was~ i'm glad its finally over..~! and sori for not blogging for a long time, been busy lately...

now i'm back to my blogging times~ finally my blogskin change already, the previous one was nice but quite irritating after havin it there for a long time, hehehkz.
its now the holiday's, but i've not been anywhere, except to school and hm lah...got many band practices to attend lah, want to prepare for the syf indoor competition next year, and also the sec 1 orientation this coming thursday, hopefully many pupils would want to join band, coz we are really needing more people to join our band, to prepare maybe also for the next two years outdoor...our total band strength is only 35+ liddat, but the minimum for indoor competion is 44...haiz...and our percussion section is only lyk 5 people, and one of them lyk donno wat, always nvr come for practice one, so its onli left with 4 percussionist. ~sheesh

btw, on the 7-9 December this year, i had a band camp, it was fun arh, but the thing i hate bout it was tt, in the morning cannot bath, then suddenly wake up must fall in, then do morning PT(Physical Training) haiz...the first day was great arh, but mostly do sectional music, until lyk 4.00pm then we combined, ~sheesh, the bad thing was tt i had a fever tt dae...then after dinner, i decided to go hm, coz i wasnt feeling well, and i didnt tell my sectional leader i wasnt going to overnight earlier, so i had to answer him, until i (cried) cannot tahan arh, coz he was lyk forcing me to tell him why i wanted to go hm, it was too difficult for me to tell him, coz i scared later not gd/valid reason, but in the end i told him, haiyah....then he said "y didnt u tell me earlier...etc" then i go take all my stuff and went hm, ~sheesh wat an ending...hhahahakz

then the next dae i had to report to school at 7.00am, then ,y band major, told me tt, she told me the wrong info, i was supposed to come at 8.00am, then i so unlucky i had to do morning PT wif them, ~sheesh. then the whole dae we still had sectional music, but tis time the percussion stayed in the band rm, and the whole band combined earlier, (lucky) hahahahakz, we played acclamations again and again, till it was perfect, yeah! then, mr poh(band instructor/conductor) asked we all to practice Folklore For Band, i prefer tis song than Acclamations, hahakz, coz, its more harder (",) , but the percussion section still stayed in the band rm for pratice, YEAH~! then we also played the set piece 'Singapore Rhapsody' that piece is also very easy, for percussion arh, hehehekz, then after tt, we went for dinner, i overnight there for tt nite, hahahkz, its was so cold sia~! cannot tahan, haiyah...

then the next morning, also the same thing, wake up must fall in then do morning PT, then cannot bath sumore, ~sheesh, lucky tt dae onli until 12.30pm, so lucky, but still sectional music, till 10.30+, then combined, then fall in, then dismissed~! YEAH~!

haiz...i getting sleepy already liao~! -_-"
k lah, at least i blog 1 long one, hahahakz, happy enough~!
buaiz...nite nite~!

bEeN bZ lAtElY~!

2004-10-25T14:02:00.000+08:00

sOrI 4 nOt BloGgInG 4 tHe PaSt tWo wEeKs Or So~!

i'Ve BeEn QuItE bZ lAtElY wIf ThInGs Tt'S bEeN hApPeNiNg~!

*eXaMs lAh
*sOmE cOnFliCtS bEtWeEn FrIeNdS lAh
*fAstInG lAh
*nEeD tO pRePaRe/ReHeArSe FoR tHe UpCoMiNg TaLeNtImE(pYsS iDoL) lAh(fAsTiNg MoNtH sUmOrE)*bUt AlReAdy PaSt*

SoOoOoO0O0O0OOO0 STRESSED OUT~!

MY WHITE HAIRS R GROWING EVEN MORE~!

AND NOW I'M TOTALLY SICK~!

I GOT SORETHROAT~!
COUGH~!
ASTHMA~!
FLU~! (NOT BIRD FLU ARH~!)

WAT ELSE~!?

HAIZ...

wElL aBoUt ThE tAlEnTiMe~!

iT wAs GrEaT aRh~! i WaS lYk ThE oNlI sEc 1 PeRfOrMiNg~! mY pErFoRmAnCe WaS a PeRcUsSiOn SoLo, aS iN pErCuSsIoN eNsEmBle~! i PlAyEd ThE cYmBaLs~!
i WaS lyK dOiNg WaT i EnJoY mOsT wIf My CyMbAls~!wakakz, i SpInNeD tHe CyMbAlS(sOlO) lYk MaD~! wakzkzkz aNd WaS sTaNdiNg RiTe At ThE fRoNt AnD RiTe In ThE cEnTeR~! ArGhHhHh~! sOoO pAiSeH~! BuT iT wAs FuN lAh, AnD aLsO tIrInG, cOz I sTiLl fAsTiNg MaH~!wakakakz

ToO bAd~!

wElL, I gUeSs TtS tHe MoSt FuN hApPeNiNgS tT hApPeNeD wHiLe I wAs GoNe~! wkakkz

tIlL nExT tYm~!

sIgNiNg OuT:
pErCs~PyMb
sAyOnArA~!

harloz....

2004-10-16T14:20:00.000+08:00

just testing.....

D&T tOdAe~!

2004-10-13T16:25:00.000+08:00

elloz...~!

well, todae skool onli lasted 4 one hour liao~! so gd~! just wished tt everydae was lyk tt~! wakakkz

D&T paper was okay2, not so though~!

todae last paper, finally~!

i did nth much todae, so i have nth much to say~! and yah~!

TMR AND THE FOLLOWING DAY(FRI) NO SKOOL~! YAY~!

signing out;
pErCs~PyMb
__cElEbRatE__

yAy~! i went through my math paper smoothly~!

2004-10-13T10:35:00.000+08:00

harloz~!

well, i just feel lyk i wanna celebrate, wakakakz, coz todae my maths paper wasnt tt though~!

hahahahz, i managed to answer most of the questions~! but i think i shudnt celebrate tt early~!

wakakkaz, coz i havent get my results yet~!!!!! well, no matter wat, i want to congratulate myself~!!!

well, gotta go liao~! must study 4 D&T (design & technology) paper tmr~! cyaz~!!!!

tiLl next tym~!!

signing out;
pErCs~PyMb
aLl tHe BeSt~!!!

gEoGrApHy~!!!

2004-10-12T11:45:00.000+08:00

harloz~!!!

hmm...today i had geography{the subject i like most} ...i was not tt bad arh>>>

well, i actually hated geography once i knew tt my geog teacher was my english teacher>>

but it turned out tt it was gd~! wakakzk, i *wonder* y??

my geog teacher's name is Mrs Lim for ur info, in class we always call her fishball,wakakakz

tt's coz her eyes r bulging out, as if she was shocked or was about to set a new world record, wakakzz

well, i realised sth~! she is more interesting wen teaching geog than english~! tts y i like geog~!{lame rite}

haiz...*ticktockticktocktick* time is running out~! gtg liao~! study MATHS 4 tmr~! wish me luck~!buaiz...

signing out;
pErCs~PyMb

tOdAe Is SuNdAy~!

2004-10-11T09:05:00.000+08:00

hArLoX~!

wElL, tOdAe Is AnOtHeR dAy, fIlLeD wIf "bOrEdNeSs"~! iT's So DaMn bOrInG~!

i HaD tO gO 4 rElIgIoUs ClAsS~!(qUiTe FuN~!) , bUt yEt sTiLl bOrInG, nO bAnD(hAhAz)~!

tHeN tMr GoT eXaMs SuMoRe~! HaIyO~! bTw, My FwEn AlIf, lOsT hIs DiScMaN~! wAkAkZ,

sErVe HiM rItE~! wELl, tOoOo bOrEd rItE nW tO wRiTe MoRe So, tILl NeXt TiME~!

sIgNiNg OuT~!
pErCs~PyMb

LiBrArY@eSpLaNaDe

2004-10-10T10:15:00.000+08:00

hArLoX...

wElL tOdAy I wEnT tO lIBrArY@eSpLaNaDe aNd FoUnD oUt,~!

i WaS tHe BeSt LiBrArY i'Ve GoNe To~! iT wAs BiG, sPacIoUs, HmM, jUsT

mArVeLoUs & SpLeNdId~! iT hAs AlmOsT aLl tHe BoOkS U nEeD...aNd Tt'S y I

wEnT, tO fINd BoOkS oN pErCuSsIoN sOlOs eTc. wElL i GuEsS i'M nOt Up To

DaTe On WaTs HaPpEnInG aRoUnD mE~! wElL nVm, At LeAsT i GoT tO eXpLoRe

tT pLaCe ToDaE~! wElL dOne~! WaKaKz{lAmE} tIlL nExT tYm~! bUaIz~!

sIgNiNg OuT;
pErCs~PyMb

sCiEnCe PaPeR tOdAy~!

2004-10-09T11:15:00.000+08:00

hArLoZ~!

wElL, tOdAy HaD sCiEnCe PaPeR...

i DoNt ThINk I dId Tt WeLl~!

hAiZ~! -_-"

nTh MuCh To SaY bOUt ThE pApEr~!

iT wAs SeT mY fOrM tEaChER{sCiEnCe TeAcHeR oF cOuRsE}

hIs FaVoUrItE qUoTe Is "dOwNnNnN" hE dOeS tIS eVeRyTiMe He EnTeRs ClAsS~!

cRaZy~! sIaO tInG tOnG~!

sO eVeRyOnE "dOwNnNnN" {i'M sO lAmE}"

sIgNinG oUt~!
pErCs~PyMb
aDiOs SaMy GoEs~!
lEt Me BeRaMbOs~!{mEaNiNg Go AwAy Or GeT lOsT}

liTeRaTuRe PaPeR tOdAe~!

2004-10-08T10:45:00.000+08:00

hArLoZ~!

sO sTrEsSeD oUt ToDaY~!

mY LiTeRaTuRe PaPeR wAs DaMn HaRd~!

tHeY sEt It LyK "O" lEvEl StAnDaRd~!

hAiYaH~!

tHeY tHiNk WaT, wE So CleVeR oR wAt~!

i HaTe My LiTeRaTuRe TeAcHeR~!

sHe LyKs To InSuLt ThE sTuDeNtS dUrInG hEr LeSsOn~!

sHe ThInKs WaT~! wE No FeEliNgS iZzIt~!

sHe'S tOo MuCh~! aRgH~!

dOnT EvEn WaNnA hEaR hEr NaMe AnD mEnTiOn HeR nAmE~!

~sHeEsH~! -_-"

wAt A dAy~!

sIgNiNg OuT~!
fEd Up~!
pErCs~PyMb
aDiOs~!

eXaMs R cOmInG~!

2004-10-07T09:37:00.000+08:00

hArLoZ~! iT's ReAlLy GeTtInG dAmN bOrInG eAcH dAyS,

nO bAnD~! i MiZ mY iNsTrUmEnT~!

eXaMs~! eXaMs~! eXaMs~!

gOtTa,...

sTuDy~! sTuDy~! sTuDy~!

i'M gEtTiNg,..

sIcK aNd TiReD~! vErY sIcK aNd TiReD~! eVeN mOrE sIcK aNd TiReD~!

bUt,...

i HaVe 2 EnDuRe~! eNdUrE~!

aRgHhH~! tOo StReSs~! tO mAnY wHiTe HaIrS r GrOwInG oN mY hEaD~!

sInGiNg OuT~!
pErCs~PyMb
sAyOnArA~!

funny thing!!!

2004-09-26T14:05:00.000+08:00

harloz,...

hahahahahz, muakakakz,one funny thing happened today,
today i went swimming wif my other two frens, rahman and rahim, they're twins ya know,
hmm, rahman is quite a serious person, cant take jokes easily, but rahim, he loves band, although he's not in band, muakakakaz, but i wanna tell sumthing, hmm, how to say ah...he sort of mistaken sumone for me, hahahz, we were playing, and i was teachin rahim how to swim, hahahz, then i swam away from them, to the other side of the pool, then i observed them, one funny thing happened,rahim tapped on sumone swimming towards them, thinkin it was me, and wakakakakkz, i laughed at them and they laughed at themselves, hahahahz, them we talked over tt joke as we were on the way back... hahahahahz...well till next time.,

singing out;asyraf_osman
sayonara~!

BAD LUCK in my class!!!

2004-09-23T21:40:00.000+08:00

well, here goes....

tis whole week, many unfortunate things happened, for example things lost, property destroyed, people being accused of doing such things, haiz... soooo suay, my class was becoming like a haunted class, the well organized notice board that i have decorated, or organized,(coz i'm in-charge of the notice board:part of the class committee)wif a few vangaurd sheets have been torn by some dishonest, not responsible person, i was sooo angry, coz i spent most of my money on it, and see the results, so i gave up and stop caring for the class decorations and the notice board, and another thing tt happened was, my classmate's hp was lost and could be found, no one admitted, and the other one is my another classsmate whose specs were dismantled when she came back into class after our mother tongue lesson, she reported it to our form teacher, the teacher then asked the whole class, but no one addmited, then some of the chinese pupils accused my classmate(who lost the hp)who did it, well, it couldnt possibly be the malays or the tamil students coz the chinese stayed in the class for mother tongue, and we had to go to an another class, so when the teacher ask al of us to bring money to pay her,(although it was onli $1)we argued with the teacher and asked onli the chinese pupils the pay, coz we have not done or witnessed anything, then the next day, the chinese was kept back for a while, to do a survey ir sth, i wansnt sure, then after tt day it ws settled, i guess....well, tt's it, must study hard ya know...muakakakakakz

singing out:asyraf_osman
sayonara~!

yoz. . .

2004-09-21T10:20:00.000+08:00

hi there again, hahahz, writing and updating about my life,
since last thursday, 16th September 2004, my band already stepped down,
so from that day onwards i felt that there's something missing in my life, which is music, and something else too lah, hahaz,u know wat (ehem...) everyday from that day onwards, it got boring and even more boring, coz now i have to concentrate on my studies, and prepare for my upcoming final term exams which will be held next week...WAT! DID I JUST SAY IT WAS NEXT NEXT WEEK!? o man, time is passing by in a blink of an eye...hhazbetter get on wif my studies, must revise, especially my maths, hahahaz, till next time!

singing out; sayonara
asyraf_osman][pErCs2004][