...*___ A Maestro For My Very Own Symphony Of Life __

Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Hello to whoever who is reading this. Well, my day went well only until just a moment ago. Why cant this family of mine be like those families who are really close, respect one another, and communicate with such love & care with one another. I really can't wait for those days to come. For now, I only love the days that Im alone at home or when my mum is around. Its just oh so peaceful. I really wonder what my brothers are thinking. They are the ones who should be maturely thinking. Sad to say, now it looks like i am the one thats thinking more maturely then them. Not to boast, but well, try living with me for a day. Why can't they just get married fast and get out of the house? =/ Im just oh so worried that one day, my brothers would get into a quarrel & end up getting each other physically hurt. I really pity my mum. She has endured all these years to raise us all up, helping us when we are really in need, just to know that they've turned out like this. They are just selfish not to think of her, repay all her deeds, repay for all they she has done for them. I really hope think will change, soon. *praying hard*. My mum is such a strong person, she's the most RESPECTED women! & she really deserve that. Even when she's tired, she'll cook for us(but end up, no one eating it), wash all our clothes, and now, she's holding TWO jobs to support us and herself, just because most of her savings has been used up due to . . . Haish.
10:03 PM

Saturday, April 10, 2010
Finally! The moment that PYMB and especially me have been waiting for! The Results for the Singapore Youth Festival Central Judging of Band and Im really excited about it! The results today had determined how effective our trainings were and what a NEIGHBOURHOOD school is capable of. CONGRATS PING YI MARCHING BAND! & of course to all the other bands that participated today! ((:
Wow. After the bands formed up back into SIS, they results were announced. Then the moment came. Band No. 1. . Tanjong Katong Secondary School . . . GOLD! Upon hearing that, my head was full of all the negative & confused thoughts. *THEY ONLY GOT GOLD!? OMG! DIE DIE! PING YI HOW?! OMG OMG!,etc* Then. . Band No. 2. . Ping Yi Secondary School . . . . . . . *the pause was kinda long, I clenched my fist, hoping for the best* . . . GOLD!!!!! OMG! UPON HEARING THAT, I JUMPED FROM ALL AROUND! HAHAHA! WOOHOOO!! I WAS SO EXCITED THAT I DIDNT EVEN HEAR THE REST OF THE RESULTS! TEARS STARTED ROLLING FROM MY EYES. WOW! Well, here are the full results!

Chong Boon Secondary School – Merit
Montfort Secondary School – Merit
Yuying Secondary School – Distinction
Maris Stella High School – Distinction

Tanjong Katong Secondary – Gold
Ping Yi Secondary – Gold
Bukit Panjang Government High School – Silver
Yusof Ishak Secondary – Bronze
Springfield Secondary – Bronze
Bowen Secondary – Gold With Honours
West Spring Secondary – Silver
Deyi Secondary – Gold With Honours

Best Drum Major of The Year – Deyi Secondary
Best Band of The Year – Deyi Secondary

Ping Yi Marching Band 2010

Our very own GOLD MEDAL!
10:00 PM

So, here it is. Finally. The day that Ping Yi Marching Band, & I have been waiting for! The day that we've all trained hard for. They day that will end it all. By the end of today, the whole world will know what Ping Yi Marching Band is made of. Im sure everyone has their experience throughout this long journey which they can actually call their own. I sure have mine. And it will forever stay in my heart for the rest of my life. (: So, PYMB, put in your very best later and show the world what you're made of! Everyone is going to be there supporting you! Jia You!
6:00 AM

Friday, January 22, 2010
YAY! IVE PASSED MY TP JUST NOW! AND IVE PASSED! IM SOSOSOSOSO HAPPY! FINALLY, MY VERY OWN LICENSE THAT IVE BEEN LONGING! Alhamdulillah.
9:25 PM

Good Morning! Im feeling rather nervous now. I had trouble sleeping but still managed to sleep. Was thinking about a few stuffs actually. The slope in the circuit and the E-brake which i just learnt YESTERDAY! I asked questions about it yesterday but I FORGOT! OUCH! Its really NERVE-WRECKING! PLUS i woke up in the morning today just to know that its rainning! OH NO! Its making me even more nervous. Wasnt really expecting it to rain today. ALL THE BEST TO ME!
8:00 AM

Wednesday, January 20, 2010
hey people. Im back to blog yet again. Nothing much happened today. Went gym-ing with Joel, then walked around Tampines and found quite a lot of stuffs that we've been looking for! yay! haha. AndAndAnd! OMG! MY TP IS IN 2 MORE DAYS! IM REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT DESPITE NERVOUSNESS! Haha! I need all the luck I could get people! Pray hard that i'll pass my TP this fri! ((: As for now, im off to lalaland! Goodnite WORLD!
11:34 PM

Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Hey there. Life has been rather stressful these few days. SYF is nearing and many problems are arising. There are so many things that needs to be done but are rather not done yet. We don't have much manpower to help and most of the manpower that we have aren't experienced in teaching and doing all these SYF planning. *Seriously, Im at the verge of breaking down again* But life has to go on. I have to finish what I started. I know it's not going to be an easy feat, but Im sure Ill go thru it with the rest of the Alumnis. =)) How I wish the so-called 'veteran' Alumnis who have always been coming back to help for SYF in the last few years, when I was a student not long ago, would come back to help us out at this point of time. WHY WHY WHY! I have always believed that PYMB's Alumnis were strong and bonded. When I was a student, it feels so motivating to see all the Alumnis working together, hand in hand, to help the band out in achieving our dreams. They were the spark that lights up the band, they bring joy(and of course shit) to every of my band practice at that that time. But I know, it was for the benefit of us all. There were so many of them, all sacrificing their time, just for the band. Helping us out when we're in need. Shout at us when we're in the wrong. . . Haish. And now, everyone of them just leave. Leave without a trace. Leaving just a few of us hanging. I just wish, times like that would come again. Could that ever happen? I LOVE THE BAND. But I doubt that the members now do. I can just feel it. The moment i step into the bandroom, the aura tells it all. Is it hard to do that? I believe they all have dreams, but they dont seem determined to achieve it. Cmon PYMB! PAIN is TEMPORARY, GLORY is FOREVER! Let us all suffer now, and Ill assure you, the outcome at the end of the day would be a fruitful one! 2 more months people! PLEASEE. IM BEGGING YOU PEOPLE! I DONT WANT TO SEE PYMB GO DOWN JUST LIKE THAT, WE HAVE A REPUTATION TO UPHOLD! REMEMBER OUR MOTTO, 'CONQUER THE MIND, ACHIEVE THE DREAM!'. REFLECT.
11:32 PM

Sunday, May 10, 2009
Hey everyone! If you look at the time i posted this, you might probably think, 'WHAT IS THIS GUY DOING UP EARLY IN ON A SUNDAY MORNING?' Haha. Well, let me tell you this, it actually feels good waking up in the morning. Cause that's the time when you can breathe in the fresh air outside and actually feel refreshed and ready to face the day ahead. Really. You should try it! =D Well, back to my point.

Today, I woke up with a very _________ feeling. My eyes were filled with tears, tried to hold it but couldn't help it. It just burst out. I then woke up and ran to my mum and hugged so tight like never before while tears roll down my cheeks, thinking of the dream I had just before I woke up. I was really saddening. I couldnt control my tears. They kept flowing down like a running water tap. I coughed and I vomited. I bathed and then did my prayer. Looking at the time again and again. My mum said, 'Maybe it was a message from Allah to wake up and do your prayers. Allah loves you'. I thought over it and yeah, maybe that was it. But why with that dream? I wonder.And from what I know, if the dream you had was during the day, those are actually Syaitan disturbing you. This is the second time I dreamt of family members death. The first one was dated long time ago, maybe when I was in Sec 3? Yea. I dreamt of MYSELF dead. Astaghfirullah. That was really eerie. Just a moment ago, I dreamt of my own MOTHER dead. Now you know why I woke up with my eyes full of tears.
7:24 AM

Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Hey everyone! What a weekend I had. Phew. Im glad its over. On Saturday was the only registration day for Anugerah auditions. I was rather surprised with the turnout. Haha. I started queue-ing at about 10am, and guess what time I reached the registration counter?! . . . . 3.20pm +++ ! OMG! My leg was like, wobbling lah. Adoi. And luckily I was no. 0741! Meaning that I get to go home, rest and change! Auditions was on Sunday. I came, and I was greeted in a very unexpected and I feel that it was rather rude. Someone(a friend) came to me and told me that if I sing that particular song that I sung, I won't have any chance of going thru the next round as what the judges said during the auditions on Saturday, and I was like WTF! In my mind, I was like, what is he trying to do? Scaring me on purpose so that I would breakdown on stage? I panicked and searched for songs in my mp3. After a long 'worldwide' search, I said to myself, ' Just go on with my current song that I prepared for the auditions'. The moment then came, I can't believe that I was going on that stage to sing in front of 3-4 storeys filled with people I don't know. And that very last moment before going on stage, Fauzie Laily talked to me for awhile and gave me an advice on singing that song. I kept that advice in mind and did my best. But. . . I didnt make it. Well, I wasn't expecting much aniwaes, so I didnt mind not going thru to the next round. I just patted myself on my shoulder for being such a brave person going up that stage for the first time in my life. =DDD Here are the photos;

I have a video too! =D

7:47 PM